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2010-04-04T23:11:00.001+08:00

Shall make a quick post since it'll be less than an hour till my birthday is over.

Loads&loads of thankyous to everyone who has wished me 'Happy Birthday' in one way or another. I really appreciated it! Special thanks to Shashas who celebrated with me today with a picnic at Botanical Gardens. It was drizzling and all but we still sat in the open field to eat our food. Lol. Though kinda sad cos we didn't get to explore much. And very surprisingly, I still got a sunburn in that kind of weather D:

My relatives are currently over at my house. Though they're primary purpose is definitely to play mahjong, but at least my aunties still gave me angbaos and we still celebrated together with the song-singing and cake-blowing. Lol. The Bakerzin cake my dad bought was great :D

Yep, all in all it was still a great eighteen. But I'm sad to say all my homework is left undone. What a killjoy. But whatever, I'm gonna Glee before starting on them later. Celebrate my birthday to the fullest first.

Photos will be up on Facebook! (:

Cheerios (: (Adapted from Glee)

2010-04-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

Last half an hour of being seventeen.

I seriously have no idea what I should do. Can't watch another episode of Glee else I'll be missing 12:00AM exactly._.

Anyway, went to watch Clash of the Titans just now. Wanted to watch Remember Me or How To Train Your Dragon initially but there was only the front row left. The movie was just an adaptation of the Greek mythology though, didn't really have any new twist or anything. And some stuff were like very unexplained. Weird.

Had this special icecream from 313 after. Lol.

Gonna be out picnic-ing with Shashas tomorrow. Hope it doesn't rain and that it'll be fun! More importantly that I will be able to wake up at 8am. Bwah.

I'm getting old.

(Sidenote: I just received my first birthday message from Veron Loy. Early~ :D)

2010-04-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'm getting less active with age for sure.

I need to understand now that my H3 class is filled with bright kids who are WAY more hardworking than me. So, it's either I buck up or fail without regrets. Which I did, so I shouldn't feel surprised getting those trashy grades I got. Oh well, no one said life was easy.

At least now I learnt good grades don't come easy the hard way.

Spamming Glee now that I'm done with the latest episodes of Gossip Girl and BBT. I'm sucha drama junkie really.

And I should be reading The Time Traveller's Wife soon. Junice lent me for so long already yet I've yet to start :/

See what dramas are doing to my life.

P.S. Contrary to what my P.E. teacher said about me failing Napfa if I continue providing letter or MCs to excuse myself or dropping out halfway during P.E, I attained a Gold! Woohoo :D

No more running 2.4 anymore in my whole life man! Cheers.

2010-03-31T22:53:00.002+08:00

Should I leave here for Tumblr?

I created a Tumblr blog already though, yet to post anything on it.

On yet another topic, I often (day)dream that As will be over real fast. Even before we know it. Like how we look back and think secondary school life seem so close, just like it had been yesterday.

I will be over fast, ~~surely~~ hopefully.

2010-03-12T23:09:00.001+08:00

It's been a looooooong time. Gonna make it short and sweet.

Life's been stressing, not that I look all stressed though because I've been taking things way too easily. There's definitely things to get stressed about.

The March holidays are coming up. Gonna use the time productively to catch up on all my undone tutorials and lectures that I've been sleeping in. It's becoming a bad habit :/

But I'm a sweet before bitter kinda person, it's hard to change. So, more BBT for me now, and gonna be going to Sentosa and Kbox during the hols too. :D

Going for the NTU economics talk tomorrow and NUS Open House on Sunday! Gonna be a hectic week away from school.

D:

Best of luck to me and everyone else for spending the coming week according to plan.

2010-02-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

Valentine's.

Huge thanks to everyone for their love today (:

Watched Valentine's Day today. I love Swifty! The whole cinema literally swooned when she first appeared and this isn't some biased view (as everyone claims I have). The movie wasn't so bad after all. Though reviews commented that the many different stories didn't mix too well but I wasn't too bothered by the ever-shifting storyline.

Then we met up with the guys who were watching Percy Jackson and bought ice-cream to go to the library to eat and lag.

Went home and slept before going out again for dinner at JP Fish and Co. Was soooo full :/

So, Valentine's isn't dreadful for singles after all eh? Lol unless someone invites me to the 'I Hate Valentine's Day' party just like in the movie then I wouldn't mind going (:

Toodles. BBT's awaiting.

Happy Valentine's Day
- I will always love you.

2010-02-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

Life Of The Party - A Rocket To The Moon

They're on you like a tattoo
They're watching every move you're making
Your blue eyes were white lies
I thought you were mine for the taking

But you punched my lights out
Now you're free
To be the lonely life of the party
Girl you'll see
But let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

Never should have told you that I fell in love
'Cause you turn me right around
And threw me down and now I can't get up
You'll be sorry just you wait and see
But let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

You puzzle like a jigsaw
You love me now we don't fit together
I used up my last straw
I thought I would drink you forever

Now you're my last call(Now you're my last call)
Now you're free
To be the lonely life of the party
Girl you'll see
But let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

Never should have told you that I fell in love
'Cause you turn me right around
And threw me down and now I can't get up
You'll be sorry just you wait and seeLet's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

I know why you set the trap
I know why you dress in black
Flies in your web tonight(Flies in your web tonight)
I know why you beat the rap
But someday you'll be crawling back
Crawling, you'll be crawling back to me

Never should have told you that I fell in love
'Cause you turn me right around
And threw me down and now I can't get up
You'll be sorry just you wait and see
But let's get one thing straight

A.W.E.S.O.M.E

2010-02-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

Sick.

Of school and whatnots.

Not gonna go school tomorrow.

2010-02-02T23:43:00.001+08:00

Your voice, was the soundtrack of my summer,

By the way, congrats to Taylor Swift for snagging up 4awards in the Grammys! Fearless is album of the year!

Was watching her videos just now. She's super cute on The Ellen Degeneres Show, talking about her Fearless Platinum Edition and about Valentine's Day, the movie she stars with Taylor Lautner. Watched the trailers of the movie. She uber cute and I'm
so looking forward to watching it(:

TAYLOR FTW!

&Did I mention, I'm in love with Poolie. Aww.

2010-01-29T00:32:00.000+08:00

One word: SENSATIONAL.

BoysLikeGirls is the sex.

It got real crazy there, with all the pushings and shovings (When the push comes to the shove, it's just a dance hall drug~ LOL.) but part of the experience definitely. The madness was exhilarating. They
really do know how to rev up the crowd. But kinda disappointing for me because the whole song arrangements were exactly the same as the Jakarta one on the 25th. I knew exactly what song was coming up because I watched the concert videos on YouTube already. But nonetheless, Martin's buttshakes saved the concert! And Poolie is mine! Though Bryan is hawt too. Poor John didn't get much attention though.

I'm definitely gonna support them each time the come to Singapore man! It was Fantastic. With a capital F!

Regret not getting the BLG tee before the concert because it was all sold out after the concert :( Major ughhhhhhhh.

And true to the sayings, BLG IS GREAT LIVE! <3

2010-01-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

BLG CONCERT IN ONE DAY ! *faints*

SERIOUSLY, A.W.E.S.O.M.E.

2010-01-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

BOYSLIKEGIRLS !!! *screams*

Away from stressing school life for once.

Away from the p who is so darn insensitive. (Like seriously, I think there are many better ways to convey his message but he's doing it so wrong. His plans and vision for the school is undoubted, I'm being very objecive here already, but I think there's even more apt ways of bringing it across. And he's plain petty, fancy claiming he doesn't want to harp on that issue no more and yet he brought it up EVERY EFFING TIME he speaks in front of the school. I swear he should totally LET GO and be gracious towards an immature young boy, but he so isn't gracious enough as an adult it seems. I can seriously go on about him for my whole post but I guess that's not the point.)

Away from expectations.

& Just let my hair down on the fuckinglove Boys Like Girls concert on 28th January !!!

I don't care about my H3 on that day and chemistry test on the day after.

It's time to let myself loose and go all into BLG.

Because:
All the wasted time,
The hours that were left behind,
The answers that we'll never find,
They don't mean a thing,
Tonight.

Big Bang-ing now :D Happy.

2010-01-15T23:26:00.001+08:00

School's anniversary concert today!

Performance was okay, not that good but passable._.

No lessons and school ended early so we went KFC for breakfast. Yeebei, Sheryl, Kaylene and Jieren came over to my house for rockbanding sessions after (:

Desmond called to ask us over to his house to play games with his dance guys so we went over. Played Bang! which took superrrrr long for a game because guys will always be guys with all the purposeful confusion and all LOL. Nonetheless still fun :D

Days should be more like this. It feels long because the day started early and we get to do more things we enjoy, which is good (:

Anyways I'm trying hard to memorise all Boys Like Girls songs for their concert on 28th Jan! YES I'M GOING!!! :D (interested parties are gladly welcomed to come join us) It's gonna be so cool <3

With the halt of my Gossip Girl episodes, Big Bang Theory is satisfying too! Hoho(:

2010-01-12T20:40:00.003+08:00

Fucked up. With a capital F.

Deprivation of sleep makes me cranky. Not that I will get much sleep tonight to add on to the less than 7hours of sleep for the past 2 days.

2010-01-11T22:15:00.001+08:00

I'm effing tired now.

Nothing much about the teambuilding at Sentosa today. Anything's better than a day in school.

I hate the principal and cannot imagine any implementations he's gonna suggest for the school.

How can I ever have a peaceful school term, seriously.

ncjskndcsnvisondvoisndovdead. The shitloads of homework can just flutter down onto my grave.

2010-01-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

Went for SparksWinds concert on Sunday at Esplanade, Beautiful Sunday: Sparks goes POP!

It was a great concert all in all, enjoyed it much (:

Loads of friends and seniors were performing so we were there to lend them our support. Met loads of seniors that we haven't had a chance to meet for super long. It was great meeting up :D

Went to dinner after at JP.

Photos below:

Trumpets ♥

Teegee ♥

With Ms Chan ! ♥

Bored in Kopitiam !

♥

As usual, more photos up on Facebook.

Gosh, school is starting and people are going all crazy over GP research paper. And it's no surprise I haven't started on a single shyt GP thing._.

I'm soooooo gonna get owned.

So much for my first week of school. It's gonna be a disaster.

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I feel like dying thinking about school really ):

2010-01-10T03:29:00.001+08:00

Totally woke up at 4pm yesterday._.

I have no idea how I can adjust to school life, timing and all :/

Went to the airport to send Claire off. Ate Popeye's at T3.

After sending her off at the departure hall, the rest of us went to the viewing hall to talk. About grim topics like what to do if the world really ends in 2012. Lol most of the things is actually not probable because what if the world didn't end as expected. Then you might regret doing it hastily lol.

But I personally do not believe it will end in 2012 :/

Okay anyways, we talked loads about other random stuff after. The airport is sincerely a nice place to hangout (: (other than the time taken to go there._.)

Going for SparksWinds concert for Beautiful Sunday at the Esplanade later. It should be good (:

Have to wake early :/ Haish, time, where have you gone to?

Anyway about my post yesterday, I realised I've overreacted since loads of people think I'm emoing over something. Lol, the extent is not so extreme but I did make me agitated for awhile. It's alright now since I'm proven right lol.

Ugh sleep! Can't be late tomorrow :/

2010-01-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

The worst thing is being misunderstood. Sometimes people just don't hear you out. That your point of view is cut short by skepticism. And it's not about all these, but the simple fact about how others view you. All that is needed was for someone to back you up. And in the end, it's whether people do choose to believe.

~~Image.~~

2010-01-06T02:58:00.002+08:00

I ♥ TAYLOR SWIFT !

Okay me and Xueqiang are going mad over our fave singers and he keeps showing me videos of Lady Gaga on YouTube while I do the same to him with Taylor.

Xueqiang has made his personal file decorated with loads of Gaga's photos so I should get mine done soon. Shall share the love with Blake 'cos I love her too. My fave singer and actress respectively (:

Taylor is awesome and I don't care what others say about her songs being boring and mundane and forever talking about douchebags who cheat on her (which she clearly admits on SNL).

Her songs bring out whatever people our age feel. And though I do admit her songs always have this same kinda feel but at least it clearly means that if you like one (which obviously I do), you'll like all. And about the fact they all talk about the same things, HELLO?!?! she writes her own songs so how much variety do you think she can uncover. Plus, she's a country singer, she can't do all those rockish type of songs can she?

Most of all, she writes her innermost feelings and it effectively gets communicated to her listeners which is the crux of songwriting. So she's successful in what she does, which is great :D

I clearly haven't related so much to songs as much as I do to hers *inserts more hearts here* ♥ ♥ ♥

She's uber talented and doesn't put on a front. Her sincerity is what is lacking in most mainstream singers. So, moral of the story, she rawks (:

Plus, she's chio, ain't it great ?

Okay please do listen to her songs more if you don't agree with me! I'll gladly send you her songs and spread the love! ♥

Can't stop watching her videos on YouTube at this time of the day and swaying about, gushing about her to everyone I talk to. Lol.

2010-01-05T01:52:00.004+08:00

It's rather disturbing but somewhat mirthful seeing how people change so much.

It's like thinking back, maybe you shouldn't have known the person previously, saving you the need for past and present comparison. How the person has become unlike you've known your whole life.

It's better sometimes, knowing less than more.

I will, however, be ignorant rather than be judgemental about everything and everyone.

Untouchable - Taylor Swift

Untouchable like a distant diamond sky
I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why
I'm caught up in you
I'm caught up in you

Untouchable burning brighter than the sun
And when you're close I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

It's half full and I won't wait here all day
I know you're saying that you'd be here anyway
But you're untouchable burning brighter than the sun
And now that you're close I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta, come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on

Oh in the middle of the night we could form this dream
I wanna feel you by my side standing next to me
You gotta, come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

I'm caught up in you

But you're untouchable burning brighter than the sun
Now that you're close I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta, come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

In the middle of the night we could form this dream
I wanna feel you by my side standing next to me
You gotta, come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta, come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, oh come on
Come on, come on

Like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
Spelling out your name

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I FRICKEN LOVE THIS SONG !!! ( italics are my fave parts of the song (: )

2010-01-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

2010 Countdown photos at Marina Barrage !

The start of a new beginning ?

The photos speak for themselves so I shall save on the captions. More uploaded on Facebook (:

2010-01-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hello 2010. My 500th post exactly on this day.

Went countdown to the new year at Marina Barrage with bandies. Had to go early to get a good place along Marina Bridge. Though we didn't manage to find an empty area, some nice peeps allowed us to share their sheltered area (:

Played cards and picnic-ed throughout. The other peeps had tv reception on their China handphone so they could watch the Marina Bay Countdown and knew exactly when the fireworks will hit the skies. So we counted down together, super high.

The fireworks was spectacular as usual. View sucks shit because of the fricken IR covering half of the night sky. The night view was still breathtaking with the lights on the flyer and all.

Popped champagne and the whole popping event was fricken funny. Hard to explain, but it left us with 1/5 of the bottle of champagne left.

The seniors (tg) came over to my house and reached at close to 4am. Got high drinking and things got retarded. Lol. Slept til 2pm.

Made a new year wish that I and everyone I know will stay happy throughout 2010 no matter what. 2010 will be filled with alot of stress but I sincerely wish/hope/pray things will turn out fine in the end.

The end of 2010 will be muchmuch more worth anticipating. It will feel kinda weird not saying the year starting with a 'oh' in front of the number anymore. Like 'oh-nine'. Okay you get what I mean.

Okay things got to get starting.

Big walk tomorrow. Think I'll be reaching home at 3am later :/ Hope I can wake up.

Toodles.

2009-12-31T03:47:00.000+08:00

Just ended mahjong with a couple of my eldest brother's friends.

Had 5A chalet from Monday till Wednesday. Had bbq both nights. Totally suspects the reason I'm getting super heaty is due to that. The first night was much more entertaining with Circle of Trust and drinking. Aside from the getting drunk part. Period.

Didn't wanna pay 20bucks for overnight cycling the second night so me, Mingshin and Desmond just stayed and slacked around. Started wanting to drown our sorrows (okay, not that I had much sorrows, more for accompanying Mingshin in his quest), so we drank but it wasn't much so it was pointless and we just slept after. Lol.

I'm totally still sick after so many days. Coughing up loads of phlegm :/

Gonna go for countdown later on with bandies. Hope it'll be fun and that I can high despite being sick.

Anyways just gotten a SMS from Rachel. I'm touched and I love you loads <3

Yes, 2009 is filled with lots of memories, the good and the bad. But it'll treasure everything good this year and bring them to the next, and I hope I can leave behind the bad and never look back on them in angst.

A fruitful year, a year that I have experienced loads of emotions. Experienced loads of feelings I never had felt before in my 16 years. Though not all good but the bad happen for a cause. For me to realise the good and appreciate them even more.

I'll be thankful for 2009. For the friends who have stood by me no matter. You know you are one of them if your have shared my sorrow and happiness before. Stayed with me when I cried and I laughed.

I'll find a new way to lead in 2010. A more fulfilling way of living the year ahead. My last year in RV. I have to really make full use of my time.

First of all, a new me.

2009-12-28T04:50:00.000+08:00

Sick and very unwell.

Don't know whether or not to go for the chalet later. Shall see whether I feel better after I wake up:/

Throat hurts and I'm coughing incessantly, making it worse.

Kill me.

2009-12-27T04:04:00.002+08:00

One thing I have to say now, my eyes are freaking dry even after I've just taken my contacts out because I've been wearing them the whole day and still slept with them for an hour or so:/

Anyways first off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST RACHEL:D You're finally 17! Hope you really did enjoy our EPIC FAIL surprise! (: Haha. okay and I don't know whether the tomyam steamboat is the cause of my sore throat now. Not that I ate alot though:/

I realised I always think loads on days I go back home late and sleepy. When I close my eyes, these things come naturally. Always wanted to blog about them but when I'm sober the next day and all, I would have forgotten what exactly I wanted to say. So since I'm equivalent to being in a half-dazed state of mind now, I'll blog about them.

You know, as how things happen in life and we all learn something from it one way or another. I feel, sharing your heart with someone else will make you vulnerable to unhappiness so so easily. That your mood can simply be affected by the one you love. That you can't control your own emotions. I hate that. And yes, I never want to feel that kind of vulnerability ever. I wanted to be able to decide how I felt only by my own actions and not due to someone else's.

It's never the case of the sour grapes. I'm past that stage. Just being that susceptible to these is scary. Horrifying, in fact.

The past no longer fills me with hatred. But it has definitely made me languid.

I thought of how terrible life was for me a few months ago. That I was so weak. I literally laughed.

And it wasn't all out of humour.

2009-12-25T06:24:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE !!! :D

Just got home and bathed. As always, Christmas eve is much more happening than Christmas day itself. But it's alright since I also spent the wee hours of Christmas somewhat celebrating.

The past few days have been hectic with Christmas preparations and stuff. Slept only 4hours in the past 40hours._. I'm officially sleep deprived:/

This is one of the few nights in my entire life I'm willing to sleep with my hair wet (I have strong feelings against sleeping with wet hair). Too tired to wait for it to dry.

Bathing was the top priority in my mind for the past 6hours. Getting foamsprayed directly into your face by several random strangers is enough to keep you wanting to rinse that gross sticky yucky substance off yourself as soon as possible.

The sun is rising soon. Better catch some sleep soon.

Christmas this year is memorable much (: And
still ongoing!

<3 May everyone receive much love this Christmas!

2009-12-24T05:40:00.000+08:00

Frigging tired can?

Been doing Christmas presents for damn long til now._.

Since I love the Christmas season, I have to just bear with it.

Christmas! (:

Okay shall sleep now. Happy Christmas eve first though!

(I'm so deprived, haven't walked along Orchard to look at the lightings carefully.)

2009-12-23T02:06:00.004+08:00

Haven't been blogging for long. Been busy with stuff and oh-so-lazy to even on Beri :/

The concert is over. Crap feeling of regret 'cos I wasn't in top form. My high notes sucked like crap on stage. Totally had to play damn soft or totally not play for those parts. Ugh I hate myself ): But since the band performed well overall, still something to applaud for RVCB (:

I do love RVCB.

Photos of the performance is aplenty on Facebook. Check them out(:

Okay, finally photos are up. Was too lazy beforehand to do the tedious task of uploading them on Facebook and then saving them on my lappy before uploading them on Blogger. I refuse to plug Asbros Baby to Beri just to upload photos.

Here goes:

My loveloveloveheartheartheartxzsxzxzsxzs wallpaper! Had this wallpaper from a long while back but I put a Nate-Serena-Dan one up instead for the obvious reason because I love Serena. But now, Blair and Chuck is so damn cute and irresistable and the pink colour rocks and goes so well with Beri. I'm slowly becoming a fan of Chair haha. That doesn't dampen my love for Serena though (:

We stuffed all our flowers into Sheryl's bag with her unknowing. Lol it looks as though she is selling flowers along the road when she's walking with it! Haha.

My flowers:D

Ooh prettaye flowers! I just can't resist them. Swoons. Plus, it looks as though I'm trying to propose or something lol.

Totally used my phone to take photos while I was away! Jieren loves the flowers too :D

Another photo taken of the drum prodigy without my knowing. Loves haha!

Prettayeeeeeeeeee~

Had to go for band abruptly yesterday. Received a call that woke me up saying that I had to go band in an hour's time. There was this sudden decision that those involved in the school's anniversary had to also go for the rehearsal that afternoon after the tone poem rehearsal for the Big Walk which I'm not involved in. Was supposed to go Christmas shopping but went for band in the end since there wasn't enough players :/ Kinda wasted my time there because we didn't even get to play and I just had to walk up and down the stage-.- Some NPCC guy could easily take my place there. Ohwells...

We were slacking while the tone poem people had their rehearsal. Dan was having his lunch. Stupid him went to feed the cat chicken.

The cat kept going damn near Dan while he was eating that he HAD to walk away and stand up to eat. Serves him right for feeding the cat la._.

I hate cats but this cat is kinda cute. 'She' kept her eyes close most of the time.

Yesterday was Dong Zhi too so me and my mum went to get ingredients to make tangyuans. It was like the first time we both made tangyuans so we totally wrapped damn uglily and the skin was freaking thick. Lol.

We are such amateurs at wrapping the fillings so we couldn't make the skin too thin else it will break open so we had to wrap it thick and thus the tangyuans ended up even BIGGER after boiling. Like wtf?! Ultra gigantic tangyuans._.

Okay gonna really go Christmas shopping later before it's too late! :/

2009-12-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

Concert later.

Best wishes to everyone performing, especially dearest trumpets<3

If all hardwork and effort put in in life can be rewarded so literally such as the experience gained from performing in a concert. It would be muchmuch more simple.

Must give in all I've got.

Why are there pitfalls everywhere, one after another. Shyt prioritising, I was never good at it. It's payback time and it hurts like crap.

Days are getting colder. I'm shivering with such thoughts to myself.

2009-12-19T02:49:00.001+08:00

It's hard to live in this cruel world.

Why can't we just be objective and embrace it?

Maybe it's not within our very nature.

Some things just have to be said and done.

2009-12-17T23:03:00.001+08:00

Practice was hell intensive today. Reached school at 9am and left at 5.35pm. Had to stay back after practice to do loads of administrative stuff.

My lips feel so worked out, my teeth seem that it's gonna be pushed further and further back permanently :/ Argh I shouldn't feel this way, proves I'm playing it the wrong way. But if I don't do that, never can I reach and hold those notes. Rawr, shall just risk it this once ):

I'm so tired. After the strenuous practice, adding to the fact I slept at 2.40am the night before, I am utterly shagged (Okay maybe this word shouldn't be used in this context after I realise what it actually means lol.) Must really sleep earlier tonight or I can just die in band tomorrow too D:

I really have to plan and get my Christmas presents for everyone soon! Rawrs. Plus loads of people's birthdays coming up. Stressed:/

Schoolwork is another major irk ):

*SCREAMS*

2009-12-17T00:44:00.002+08:00

Finally done with packing my room for like 3hours yesterday afternoon.

It's like really MUCHMUCH neater now(:

I'm hungry, should I eat maggi or just sleep to curb the hunger?

Rawr.

Anyways, I think I have a special talent in grilling mushrooms. Okay frankly speaking, I think the mushrooms are just superb tasting, nothing much done by the chef haha.

All hail King Fungi~

2009-12-16T02:10:00.000+08:00

I think I'm too free. Time and again I'm trying to learn new stuff.

Maybe it's a form of escape. I hate it knowing holidays gonna be over in less than a month. I've loads of things to prepare, loads of homework to complete, or more accurately, start.

For that matter, my file and bag is left untouched and my table is in a huge mess I don't know where anything is. And to add, my table doesn't even have space to write. I wanted to draw an outline of something a few days back and had to place the paper on the table but I realised there was really not a single space for me to place it on. It's that serious._.

Rah, first step to anything at all, CLEAR MY TABLE D:

Haish, stress is coming back again. Concert's this Sunday too.

I need to relieve stress, shall watch the last Gossip Girl episode till 6 weeks later ): Stupid CW channel, had some clashes in the screening timings and had to force another short serial in and push my GG til one and a half months later. Rawr ): I shall savour the last episode till then._. Anyways Rachel said it was good (:

So toodles~ (I realised Blair used 'Toodles' too :D )

2009-12-10T05:00:00.003+08:00

Just reached home.

Learnt the dance for the chorus of Bad Romance.

Trying to learn the guitar as my other task for the other 1 month of the holidays.

All the best to me (:

2009-12-08T02:21:00.001+08:00

Caught New Moon yesterday.

It was good personally speaking, but everyone has reminded me about my biased stand so I shall say no further.

After knowing all the shooting mistakes in Twilight (you can see them on YouTube, just type in Twilight Mistakes), it made me question about the professionalism of the first director. So at least I think that since there is a new director for New Moon, naturally it'll be better. At least no more stupid mistakes like having a boom mic's reflection off Bella's truck window._.

Watching how Bella got so depressed after Edward left is like heartbreaking. I nearly cried. Though I read something off somewhere about it being super tear-inducing or something like that. Not exactly actually. Like how I read something somewhere previously about Twilight being very sexy and girls must take precaution when they're watching with guys. Kinda exaggerating._.

But still... I'm such a Twilighter, so yay Twilight saga rocks! (:

Plus, I love Edward Cullen, not Robert Pattinson. They are two entirely different people. Please don't tell me they're the same. If I act as Blake Lively, I'm still NOT Blake Lively. No matter how much I want to be. Lol. Same logic.

Hope I win all those New Moon lucky draw I joined. Plus, I would love having a silver Volvo(:

Okay, I need a hair trim :/

2009-12-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

Had 6-6 chalet yesterday.

Had to admit that it was one of the better, or should I say, best chalet I ever had because it was like as though we had never-ending topics to talk about our childhood days.

The laughter from truth or dare caused huge stomachaches because everyone was so enthusiastic about their dares. The BBQ was very successful too. We played bridge, watched Paranormal Activity and played indian strip poker. Though obviously we had protect the modesty of the girls, lol. 'I Kissed A Girl' sounds like a great song for all of us to sing along to :x

Although only 10 of us went to the chalet and each of us had to pay quite a hefty sum (since it was held in atas Sentosa Costa Sands), it was still worth it (:

I miss the good ol' days. We were so open with one another, it was as if we were never apart.

We should really make more time to hang out together, 'cos of we don't, the cruelty of time will bring us further apart ):

2009-12-04T00:17:00.004+08:00

YUHUA RV BAND CONCERT IN VICTORIA CONCERT HALL ON 20TH DECEMBER 5PM!

STALL $12, CIRCLE $15

PLEASE SHOW YOUR SUPPORT GUYS! (:

Those who want to order, please contact me asap! I need to sell tickets fast!

Go for it, and call a few of your friends to go too! Help spread the word, pretty please~

I'm so desperate lol.

2009-12-01T00:52:00.001+08:00

It's really like in a blink of an eye. December has arrived so quickly. Sometimes it just seems that everything is happening so swiftly, that time passes in a flash, that we don't even have time to take things slow.

Soon, the holidays will end. I'm not prepared for anything. I don't like the feeling of not being able to catch up with time. Sadly there's still alot of things to worry about, alot of things to do.

I'm getting less active, and less enjoying the outdoors. I feel like cooping myself at home everyday. I think I'm becoming even more introverted with age. Apparently, it's not just me, thankfully.

I really feel tired. I don't know what to aim for in life. What to accomplish.

I'm really tired. I'll be sleeping earlier today.

2009-11-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

Back.

Bought loads of stuff.

Kind of not in the mood to blog about the trip.

It was nice, I think I'm experiencing a withdrawal symptom ):

Haish, life should have more of such holidays.

& I'm uber sad my fave Bananas n' Strawberry Baskin Robbins ice-cream is forever out of stock. Didn't get to eat it this time round.

When I grow up, I'm so gonna franchise Baskin Robbins here in Singapore.

2009-11-25T14:48:00.000+08:00

Yay, free wireless in Malaysia! More specifically Penang (:

Currently am in the BBQ Chicken outlet in Gurney Plaza
using their wireless. Totally chose this restaurant for its wireless lol.

Going off for more food later on. There's this great Penang Assam Laksa apparently but my dad's too hungry to wait any further. Lol.

The trip was fun. Shopping was good :p

Heard weird noises in the hotel last night though, couldn't sleep the entire night :/ Glad tonight will be spent at another hotel connected to this shopping centre. I think it's of high standard.

Okay toodles, off for my Hot Hot Drums(:

Til then~

2009-11-24T01:38:00.000+08:00

Okay I'm off to Malaysia on some car tour in 6hours time!

Have yet to pack my stuff though. Shall continue after my sleep(:

Is this too sudden? Haha yea anyways I'll be back on Saturday.

I'm so looking forward to shopping and real relaxation <3

Til then peeps :D

2009-11-23T03:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, am totally at cousin's house now.

Sleepover's truly a SLEEPover. Everyone's asleep, except me playing Neopets by myself._.

I guess no one really understands what a sleepover is, other than my dearest TG (:

Lol at least there are people accompanying me online.

You are not alone~ Lol.

Okay I'm bored. More later.

2009-11-21T01:42:00.004+08:00

Was super busy these few days.

Work ended, got my pay, but ended suckily because of the unrealistic and uncontented boss:/ At least it finally ended. Bye, forever, really.

Went 2i'o6 chalet straight after. Loads of drama happened. Didn't really do much throughout, had a BBQ which was kinda a failure and had to borrow 2d'o6's pit. Watched a movie, and lazed around for uber long. Our whole class is really a lazy bunch lol. Arcaded too(:

Went home in the evening. Everyone went back after the first night, except for 2 people who stayed lol.

Didn't take much photos though. Here's a few:

Me and Mr Self-Acclaimed-Chace-Crawford-Chocolate-Coloured-Hair (Beng, in truth(: )

Alena, Chingxin and Me! Had a hard time taking because Aspros Baby sucks in self-taking._.

Chingxin's blue, Shixian's glittery ~~grey~~ black (Laopo emphasises her
BLACK!) and my black and pink toenails :P

Hadn't spent time at home for long, so decided to stay indoors today and get my nails done. It was really taxing, painted for 2days :/ Got laughed at by my mum for spending hell long of a time to paint._. At least they're kinda pretty now(: I should just revert to paying and getting someone to do them for me next time :/ So much for saving money this time round and doing them myself.

Here's my nails:

All my toil and sweat! They better NOT come off soon. I'll be pissed I swear :/

Oh yea, bought Seventeen and Teenage for Kristen Stewart and New Moon! Lol Teens had New Moon on the cover too, but the photo wasn't as nice as Teenage's. Plus, Teens' content sucks. So yea.

Posing with them haha.

Live Like We're Dying - The Script

Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough?
'Til it's too late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done?

Yeah, we gotta start lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinking it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We've only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love em' while we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes?
Should be so careful who we left out of our lives
So when we long for absolution there'll be no one on the line

Yeah, we gotta start lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinking it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We've only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love em' while we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing 'til it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
All these people right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing 'til it's gone

Yeah, we gotta start lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinking it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We've only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love em' while we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Inspirational song, much?

Alrights off I go to do something else. Which I shall decide later lol.

Bye~

2009-11-18T01:07:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 6am yesterday because of my super serious cramps and couldn't get back to sleep:/ Had to get my pink panadol to eat before I could sleep. I seriously hope and pray I won't get dependent on them._. Ugh ):

OMG FINALLY ONE LAST DAY!

Okay Tuesday was the best working day so far(: Slacked much, almost dozed off while I was manning the booth with nothing to do while everyone else was away. Lol.

Me and Dan attended to 2 customers overselves which was cool. Better than giving out brochures, which will make me space out after awhile lol.

Anyway, yesterday was funny with the 15-year-old beng guy and the cheeko office man lol! Like how the beng guy asked Dan how old is the 'zhar-bor' (referring to me._.) when I was not around and then he commented to Dan that we looked alike and he believed when Dan claimed we were twins lol. And the uncle who claimed the water was sweet because I touched it and wanted my namecard, which I told him I didn't have 'cos I was working part-time, then he made me write my name and number on a blank namecard._. I made Dan put his number down too haha! To think I brought myself down and told him to come down to our booth on Wednesday again lol! Dan is scaring me that he'll touch me and call me up lol :x

Oh gawd, it was hilarious. Kinda missing working life already since today is PAYCHECK DAY! Later, more precisely. Will miss my GMs, Neutron and Starfish. For Neutron's niceness and Starfish's bitchiness :/

Shall report to work EARLIER later so that I can shop for the stuff I was eyeing there all the while while working. Did I mention that no matter how late we are (we are always late because of me, obviously), the GMs will be later? Lol. So being early later allows for MORE time to shop! Yay(:

Anyway, will be going to my 2I'o6 chalet later after work. Yay, more fun entails. Exciting~

First things first, must not be late! :x

Plus, I'm totally having a serious flu now after facial foam got into my nose while I was washing my face just now._. Totally irritated my nose ): Ugh hmphs.

2009-11-16T01:27:00.000+08:00

Made a mistake in my post yesterday. Was supposed to be the 3rd day of work. Sunday was my 4th day:/

Sunday was relatively okay because we kinda slacked and chatted with the GMs for damn long until the big bosses came and we hurriedly went back to work lol. Hope to have more of such days where we can give a hand in promoting to customers instead of enticing people over to our booth which is such a boring job:/

Office politics are such headaches._. I shall remain neutral and not be taken in by anyone. Especially not some dumb starfish lol! (inside joke)

Okay more than half of my working days are over! Yay:D

Anyway, was setting up my Christmas tree awhile ago. It's finally up and prettaye. I should hold a Christmas party at my house so as to not waste my hard work on decorating the tree.

Bathed late as a result and I'm too lazy to turn on Beri so I'm using Aspros Baby to blog to wait for my hair to dry:/

No hairdryer! *screams*

I wanna sleep but I can't. Haish ):

I'm having a flu. Why are we getting sick when apparently, we're supposed to get healthier lol!

Yes, we all want life to be simple. Too bad it isn't. How I wish I could live for only me and not take heed of anyone or anything.

2009-11-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

Day 4 and I'm already freaking tired from standing the whole day.

Payday please come soon.

Can't wait for work to end._.

2009-11-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

Shagged.

It started on Wednesday, with all the craziness from PW. Like how I lost my freaking thumbdrive with my final drafts of EoM and I&R which I had to send to olh. Had to re-edit, but lucky it wasn't alot. But still, poor thumby ): Plus olh went berserk and refused to accept our GPF which we asked another group to submit for us when the fact was that she called me beforehand telling me if we were to submit like that, she will hold no responsibilty if anything is missing inside, which I agreed to let her bear no responsibilty over it and yet she still didn't want to accept -.-

Slept awhile before going over to Dan's place. Had steamboat and sleepover(: We went crazy before starting on our movie. Lol shall only mention what when the time is ripe :x Then we watched Paranormal Activity during the 'haunting hours'. Spooky~

Anyway I thought that the story was nice! Though there was close to no plot throughout the whole movie, the simplicity of it is really what makes it creepy. It was really something close to heart that everyone can relate to. Not like other horror movies where the lead did something wrong that led to him/her being haunted. The visual effects were super real too. Don't know how they can do that._. The first person camera positioning and angle rocks too! But the rest said it was boring and had a low climax :/ Though some parts was REALLY horrifying which we all agreed on. Will rate it a 4/5 personally :D

For additional information purposes, this movie was created on a USD$15,000 budget, yet it earned over 8million bucks in the box office showcase. Coolness~ And the leads used their real names in the movie. Totally ups the spook factor for me since it's so lifelike. There are also 2 endings for this movie because Steven Spielberg directed the alternate ending from the original film. We watched the original ending though. Read about the alternate ending which I think was better too. So people, go watch it on the big screens, those are the Steven Spielberg's endings! Worth a watch!

Slept at 5am and woke up at 8.50am. Had to go off to work(: (Yep, Huipeng has a job!)

Utterly shagged from standing the whole day. Today was freaking longgggggggg. Ohwells~ There'll be shorter hours tomorrow(: Okay only 1 hour shorter, but the pay will most probably rise! Haha okay anyway I'm like basking in my own happiness :/

Ended work at 8+pm. Isn't it such a SHINGZ day huh?

Okay anyway we're weird people so we're meeting at 10:53pm to go work tomorrow lol. When did meeting times become so specific? Haha.

Have to sleep early to replenish my sleep debt, plus my legs are aching ): Ohwells, Wheel of Monotony first! (:

2009-11-10T01:48:00.001+08:00

Went out with Vincent and Rachel to celebrate Vincent's birthday (:

Headed to The Cathay and waited for Rachel to come after her OP and stuff. Walked around and decided to get my new backpack but sadly my dream bag was out of stock FOREVER! ): There weren't any nice designs at the shop there so we headed to Heerens to look. Sadly, it is proven that my dream bag will never exist at the stores anymore, so I had to make do with another :/

Here he is:

His name is Ethan by the way(:

Met up with Rachel at Aston's back at The Cathay.

The rain was crazily heavy after. Had to freaking run in the rain back to the MRT station. Lucky there was my huge paper bag for shelter lol.

Went JP with Vincent after to get my Dad's present and cake too.

Haha my Dad's mini birthday bash was BOOMZ :D Haha. Plus, he had a chance to carry Ethan for a pose. Lol.

Anyway, saw this at the Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station. I had to take photos of them or I'll live in regret my whole life lol! Though it invited LOADS of stares, but still worth the while(:

The poster in my room(:

The Volturis. That's Dakota Fanning acting as Jane by the way.

The Pack of werewolves, or more precisely, Shapeshifters. With Jakey(:

<3

Haha okay that's all for now.

Anyway, there's a total Neopets craze! Lol didn't know loads of my classmates played too. Must be the NEO in it making such a huge impact :D Play people play! Ask me for my username if you guys are playing so we can be Neofriends! (:

Back to NEOpets, Neo (:

2009-11-09T01:03:00.001+08:00

I'm back on Neopets after finding out my password and birthdate for my previous account(: Please play people, and add me as your Neofriend!

I'm seriously broke again after shopping just now. Still spent the 20bucks my mum gave me._. Haish. I need more money for later, I guess it's time I dug into my private stash again haish haish ):

Anyways, happy birthday Vincent and my dad(:

2009-11-08T03:01:00.000+08:00

JERK. BASTARD.

You're incomprehendable.

2009-11-06T23:17:00.003+08:00

Just thought that my blog was kinda bare. Needed a photo, so when I entered my toilet just now, I saw an interesting sight to share. Lol.

This my OP script which I pasted on my glass door of the shower to memorise while bathing yesterday. Lol on a scale of 1 to 10, how extreme is that? In times of immense stress (due to the fact I only started memorising the whole script yesterday), it urges me into such behaviours lol.

Anyways OP was okay just now. Tried to tell myself not to get overly tensed and due to my lack of sleep, I was kinda in a half-awake trance so I wasn't that stressed up. Totally slept during the rehearsal time too lol.

Phew I was also able to answer the question, which is a formidable feat for my whole group since we didn't even look through the OP questions handout at all. Haha. Yes my group is slack, no doubt._.

Was more distracted by one of my OP assessors. He is so nice and cute and for that, I kept looking at him throughout my whole presentation because of his warm smile lol. Totally kept glancing at him when I was in the audience too haha. Totally hope, pray, wish he'll be my MATH (huge clue eh) teacher next year(:

Went to IRC intending to play pool but the pool tables were all fully booked so we decided to play LAN. Lol we played L4D and with my noob experience playing L4D at home by myself and even losing easy mode, I was glad I was still one of the better players there lol. Stupid Clivia keeps scolding vulgarities all the way when a hoard of zombies went to attack him, so I had to go save him and totally got attacked and died while surprisingly he survived lol.

I hate first-player games. Makes me super nauseatic and giddy, kinda like having serious motion sickness. I really played until I wanted to vomit literally. Not by the zombies though lol.

Went Nicholas' house after to watch movie. Desmond lent me 'Twilight' so we watched that since everyone was against my idea of watching 'The Ring'._. Nicholas claims I'm crazy since I could memorise the lines and all the small details in the movie haha. Shocking to say, I only watched the whole movie once through before. Must be the book itself and all the Twilight videos on Youtube that I watched resulting in such a vivid impression lol.

I'm gonna try putting 'Twilight' in Aspros Baby and watch again (:

I'm such a Twilighter <3

And yep, I'm feeling much more happier and stress-free (maybe not entirely) now. To hell with OP for ever and ever and everrrrrrrrr. Booooooooooooooo.

Are all guys like that, their priorities as such. Maybe I was really wrong, thinking it was only you.

2009-11-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

OP is tomorrow!

Memorise, memorise, memorise.

Have to reach school at 8am tomorrow! Early~ ):

All the best to me really. The last major hurdle this year.

After tomorrow's OP, we're going pool (: Yayee.

Group 004 must ownzxszsxzsxzs.

2009-11-05T01:07:00.000+08:00

Oh gawd this is treacherous.

I spent an effing 6 hours organising my iTunes. From editing the song titles to getting the album artwork, from searching for the title of the albums of the songs to searching for Chinese song titles on the net by typing han yu pin yin because my lappy can't type in Chinese :/

My iTunes was unorganised all the while because apparently VAIO has a problem with iTunes and disallows music to stay on. So each time I put my songs into iTunes and close the window, the next time I open iTunes again, all my songs would just disappear. In the end, after searching countless forums and realising the problem, I deleted one of the VAIO installation and *BOOMZ* the songs stayed (:

I'm praying hard the VAIO system does not have another glitch with iTunes, because if so, I'll just throw my lappy on the wall. Serious. 6 hours of hard labour is enough to cause my blood pressure to rise.

My iTunes is so pretty and neat now, and it better stay as such.

Aspros Baby has more stuff to carry now(:

Anyways I'm gonna screw OP. Haven't memorised. Assessment's in a day. I'm fucked up ):

By the way, I need a job :/

2009-11-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

Gawd, I'm broke through and through.

Hate. Digging. For. Money. From. My. Savings. Years. Ago.

Ugh!

And now, I've to take more out this weekend for Project After-PW-Life-Starts._.

One day, I'll just be some broke unmarried woman ): Sad.

Asbros is chio with HIS prettaye pink clothes(: Costs me more than 50% of the price more for PINK :/

Gonna do my OP slides, toodles~

2009-11-03T02:17:00.000+08:00

Huipeng lives in paranoia most of her life.

Went to Funan before PW today to search for a case for Aspros. My direction really sucks shit, please tell me it's common for girls to be so directionless (haha), so thank goodness I wasn't left all alone and helpless though it was both our first time there lol.

Assessment's coming up on Friday. It's way too soon, considering the fact I had only 2 mock OP up til now, and one more on Wednesday :/ Haven't started memorising at all. Sucks.

Currently, am not in the mood for any PW-related stuff.

Meeting up later on though. Haish.

I hate changes in the relationships around me. I don't like things to exceed across that boundary of comfort.

I don't know whether it has been experiences that made me reject anything more.

Pressured.

2009-11-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

Huipeng is happy (:

One thing striked off her wishlist.

I have great parents :D

Okay, stress is another thing.

OP ):

More about my happiness after crafting and memorising my script which I have to present later on today. (Ugh ttm!)

Procrastination is the mother of all evil._.

I seriously would kill for some piping hot Myojo Thai Tom Yam maggi now.

As always, stress makes me hungry late at night ):

2009-10-31T02:45:00.001+08:00

I just gained a little bit more happiness.

Reached school early at around 8.15am yesterday to join in Mrs Brenda Law's retirement celebration. Was slightly late so didn't see the well-wishes on the powerpoint but I heard my message appeared thrice. Lol.

Went out for breakfast with some 4A peeps after at Vivo KFC.

Was the official deadline of the WR yesterday too. Realised loads of things had to be edited only the night before while I was checking through. At least we managed to complete everything in the end, working from 10.30am to 3pm. Coolness. Shows how people like us produce results only under pressure. Haha.

At least that bitch WR is gone! A load off my mind.

Have to thank my wonderful PW mates too(: For money or kind, whichever. Lol.

Had band after too. Totally felt damn damn sleepy because of the two and a half hours of sleep that morning only because I was busy editing and vetting WR. It was the last day of school for the rest of the levels too, excluding the O level peeps so not many turned up for band :/

Went out for dinner with Bandies after at JE.

Got super high with Dan awhile ago over names for our band(: Xueqiang and I came up with one acceptable one but we still tried brainstorming for more. Lol. Anyways I'm the band leader and I'm holding an audition after PW. Lol. We've loads of filming to do then, plus we already discussed about the camera to use and who to be the photographer :D

We're like hyping up the excitement for ourselves. Lol.

Life definitely starts after PW (:

2009-10-30T03:00:00.001+08:00

My bed smells of yesterday's yesterday.

And many more yesterdays in fact, really.

But to count the number of yesterdays in it, it covers a multitude of them.

Adding to the literal number of days it was left unmade and in a mess, it holds much more than that. Of memories, and of thoughts I had of those yesterdays that happened long ago.

It contains more.

Those stains, tears and blood, patches on the bed itself. Even if the sheet is new, I'll know what lies beneath goes back way before.

Comfort, stress, sadness, companionship, happiness. It's been through loads.

And currently, I'm having one of those hardworking moments, doing my part for WR on it.

2009-10-28T01:34:00.002+08:00

4A'o8 chalet was boomz!

It was held at Aloha Loyang's garden bungalow. Hell big and spacious, with 4 bedrooms, 1 living room, 1 dining room and 1 kitchen, backyard with bbq pits and porch. Totally luxurious :D

Reached there late because as usual, I was lagging at home, refusing to go out. And after that, Grace and me had to wait for Xueqiang after his Life Transformers 2 shooting before going over. It was a long walk in._. The low cost obviously has a trade-off in terms of convenience. We only reached around 6.45pm :x

The Cheers at Downtown East sucked shit. It is effing NOT 24-hours, so Geri, Jiamin, Xueqiang and me had to walk all the way down to the neighbourhood somewhere far far off to get drinks. It totally resulted in 2 blisters on my feet, which is by the way still hurting ):

Played bridge and truth or dare after til 6am. Lol.

Had too much to drink that I got relatively high but I MUST reiterate I really wasn't drunk though everyone seemed to have doubt me that very night :/ Yea, I really was plainly just high from all the intoxicants, nothing more._.

Had PW that morning too so had to go back to school.

Went out after to watch My Sister's Keeper. It was nice. Worth 4/5 popcorns. 1 deducted for the flaw that Cameron Diaz's hair grew too fast when she apparently shaved bald (which she really did for the show) but her hair appeared long again in the next scene. The show was really tear-jerking, the whole cinema was filled with sniffs here and there. It was kinda funny actually, and because I was not in the emo mood so I didn't tear lol.

The movie did a great job in stirring up emotions. And the behaviours of all the family members also played a crucial role in the whole building up of emotions. The cancer-struck girl in the show acted damn well, even better than Cameron Diaz in my point of view. She gains plus points to the whole movie no doubt.

A must watch too, especially to those who have read the book. I personally haven't read that book, but I'm currently reading another one of Jodi Picoult's book, The Pact. It's nice too. Jodi Picoult is great in coming up with intriguing storylines. So anyone who has read the book and has also watched the movie, please tell me what the differences are between both(:

Anyway, am hell tired now :/

2009-10-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

Ugh.

I shall reiterate once again that PW is a bastard while I&R is a bitch :/

I haven't started my I&R though I mentioned previously about doing it. Heard all the complains about how hard it is to do. Turns me off immediately.

The PW aura is too strong that I completely forgot about the 4A chalet later today. Fortunately I had a few reminders.

Hmm, I've a few things on my mind right now. There are loads of things I want to do once PW is over. Feel like creating a list of them here but shall keep it private for the time-being lol. Creates the suspense eh?

I need to enjoy the true meaning of what holidays are about. Should get rid of the thought that as quickly as it may come, it goes as fast too though :/

So, Huipeng's quote of the day is 'You have to look forward so as to get through today.'

I'm such a superb quote-writer(:

My new blogskin makes me high (: Motivates me to blog more. Lol.

Back to satisfying the bitch :/

2009-10-25T02:23:00.003+08:00

We are happy emo people <3
feat. me, Sheryl, Xueqiang and Dan (:

At Suntec Aston's.

In the concert hall.

Singapore River + Fullerton shots.

Some-Quay Macs.

More photos on Facebook :D

Oh crap, I haven't started on my I&R though it was already due last Friday. Rah. Was making templates for our OP though. I think I'm a great designer(: Such as how I designed my blogskin ((:

I don't enjoy written work at all :/

Haish more PW later on ):

Still at my Aunt's house though, hope I won't be late.

2009-10-24T05:19:00.000+08:00

I rawk!

I just created my new blogskin by fusing 2 blogskins together and changing details from both too(: Couldn't stand it anymore that my previous blogskin is viewed best in IE and not in Firefox nor Chrome. Makes me hate opening my blog in Firefox because the font and size will be different:/

Now this one will look the same in all internet browsers :D

Yay.

2009-10-24T01:27:00.003+08:00

Hadn't been posting stuff about my life recently and since Huijie has made a humble request for me to post something longer, I'll abide(:

Didn't really think talking about my everyday activities is exciting though, that's why I didn't mention all the happenings in my blog posts previously :/

Had PW today, like any other days:/ Was very tired for the past few days. Like how I slept 3hours on Thursday morning and was utterly late for Econs lecture, reaching at 9.45pm when it started at 9pm._. Got freaking aimed by the lecturer but since someone consoled me that someone else came 5mins after, I was slightly more relieved.

Anyway, Sheryl, Xueqiang, Dan and I went to the NUS Wind Symphony Da Capo concert yesterday evening at VCH. Went to support my eldest brother(:

As usual, I was late to meet up:x Ugh yes maybe it has already become a habit unknowingly seriously :/

Ate at Aston's at Suntec before that. The food was nice, value for money too(: Yummy :D

Had to walk all the way there quickly from Suntec to VCH, which was a damn long walk fyi, and being daredevils and jaywalking (more of jayrunning) across main roads with lots of cars. Adding to the fact heels are a pain in the ass ): Both me and Sheryl were so tortured really :x I totally have a booboo now on my feet but I think Sheryl's much more injured than me so I should not complain lol.

Went to the Macs at Clarke Quay (or is that Boat Quay, I have no idea :x) there to chill after the concert.

Lol it was such a BOOMZ day(:

Camwhored many! It's with Xueqiang so he should be posting them up on Facebook soon(: We should totally be talentspotted for modelling seriously lol.

I wish!

Ugh my legs are freaking tired now! Boo.

How does missing someone feel? Thinking does not equate to missing so I don't really know. Ultimately I can't answer that question.

2009-10-22T02:48:00.006+08:00

Officially Missing You (Cover) - JS

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

Ooh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially...

All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all

And I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
I guess it’s safe to say baby, it's safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

Ooh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially...

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

Ooh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Oh it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially missing you
Yeah, yeah.

All I hear is raindrops
Oh yeah, yeah
And I, I’m officially missing you

*melts*

2009-10-21T00:51:00.002+08:00

I should seriously devote more time to PEE-DOUBLE-EWW. I feel like a freaking slacker. Ugh.

Must turn over a new leaf, for at least this period of time til the 6th of November. Can't be a bane to my group :x

Now, now, script and I&R.

More, strength, motivation, whatever.

2009-10-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

It's the last day of school.

I think it's scary being the only one at home late at night.

I need a man.

2009-10-15T22:38:00.001+08:00

Another lingering trace of someone gone.

Emptiness has no depth.

2009-10-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

Mingshin aka Juliet's Seventeenth 13/10 (:

Went to BB Pastamania for lunch, then to CSC to pool and back to BB for Udder's before going to JP for daytona.

I can totally be the daytona master imparting my manual-driving skills to the guys lol.

Clivia & Des

Strawberry Fields (my fave!), D24 Durian, Cookies and Cream and Mango Sorbet :D Udder's icecream really taste full of natural goodness. *thumbs up*

Birthday Boy (or is it girl?)

Lol okay decided to upload these on my blog 'cos it's too little to make up a folder on Facebook. Must credit my hardwork in locating these photos from my 800+ photos in my phone photo album. 'Cos I seriously dislike looking through past photos too.

Must one day clear my stuff on my phone and Beri (my lappy).

2009-10-11T23:27:00.001+08:00

Is 500 Days of Summer trying to bring across the message that only by having someone else, you'll finally forget the one before?

Anyways, the storyline's rather monotone. Will still rate it a 3.5 because of the whole concept of love and life brought across rather subtlely.

Like how someone can say 'I Love You' but it doesn't really mean a thing at all.

They're really just words, aren't they?

But we all trust they're more than that.

2009-10-10T00:45:00.001+08:00

Haish.

Interpersonal relationships are so easily forged, and when people come and go that freely, it's inevitable to feel that sense of loss.

And it is precisely until the moment of farewell that you'll finally know how deep that feeling is.

I hate it. And hate is a strong word, which is exactly how I feel.

Please, no farewells anymore.

It's never good to be too emotional, to develop feelings so readily. 'Cos when one day you're teared away from it, the pain is much more unbearable than the sense of completeness felt earlier.

Torturous in fact.

2009-10-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

For the record, I finally finished reading Breaking Dawn!

Took half a year to read. That's a totally long time.

Someone said the ending is totally the kind I like.

Yea, I do like 'happily ever afters', but ironically, I've been taught since young they never do exist.

However, it would be nice if I could experience that near-happy ending at least.

I hate PW and those damn bio and chem tutorials I have to complete by tomorrow. FML.

2009-10-01T00:56:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder if what I feel is truly as it is. That it is possible for me to be able to feel the entire depth of emotions. 'Cos I realised that maybe I've not matured enough to truly understand them.

You know how people think they're always mature enough to feel or define love. But us seeing someone younger basking in their own meaning of love, we always seem to think they're being too naive with their childish views, that it is impossible for them to truly understand what it means.

But we ourselves are as such.

One day, when I mature with age, I'll look back and may realise even right now, I do not really understand the true meaning of those emotions I claim to feel.

Maybe I've been making a mountain out of a molehill the entire time. Even right now.

But I hope I've matured from who I was before.

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HAPPY SEVENTEENTH CHINGXIN <3 LOVE YOU MANY!

2009-09-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

Tell me, iPhone 3Gs or Samsung Omnia II?

I'm not sure if my dad is serious about getting me a new phone but I should really get over my dilemma before I request for a new one:/

Help!

& I'm officially broke with zero bucks in my name. I need someone to sponsor my shopping desperately.

Any kind soul out there?

):

2009-09-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

You know how time makes us lose hope.It leaves me aimless, devoid of everything I held on to.Because I know one day it will happen, that I realise things were never meant to be.I thought I could live with this when I've been doing so well.Seems like it's not gonna be the same anymore.When I know I'm holding on to nothing.I don't even know myself well enough to put reason into everything I do or think.It's not even faith to start with, just blind hope.

I really feel directionless, more than often enough.

What fairytale ending, I dream of it like it's a reality.

2009-09-28T01:35:00.001+08:00

1:35 AM

Went out today to get the stuff I wanted to get previously, except with more money(:

Dinner was cup noodles at 7-11 since we were broke :x But, it was delicious nonetheless, except the threat that I'll go bald soon from eating too much instant noodles is pressurising.

Went home to make my own jewellery box from the materials I bought.

Ta-dah~

Got abit carried away with the stickers and started pasting the leftovers on my Ice-cream and Ipod. Lol.

I'm a self-acclaimed professional in such stuff(: (It's best you don't trust my words lol.)

P.S. Will I get poisoned eating biscuit right now with my fingers reeking of nail polish remover :/

2009-09-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

Black is the new.... Black, I guess. Lol.

Painted my toenails too but didn't take any photos 'cos it'll look kinda gross. Right?

Anyways I felt so dumb just now while I was using my SLR. The thing was that I was adjusting the lens and no matter how I adjusted, the image still appeared super blur through the eyehole. But the image captured was very clear though. Then I was wondering what was wrong with my lens. Then lo and behold, I realised it was because I didn't wear my specs._. And when I put on my specs, the image through the eyehole was sharp as can be. Lol dumb man.

And by the way, I felt so damn demoralised when Yeebei and Sheryl told me KayKay will never kiss me ): *puts in infinite sad faces*

She's uber hot. Though Blake gets the unfair advantage 'cos she's American and KayKay's just some Singaporean model. She's very sporting and her english is good, so she overthrows the bimbo title unlike some unnamed pageant contestant. However her math is really cmi so... I just have to remind myself she was from RGS to convince myself she's not entirely bimbo.

Alrights, I should totally stop commenting lest people start inferring I'm turning les:/

&&I need money to shop desperately 'cos I have loads of things I wanna get. Shall get from my mum if she's in a good mood 'cos the previous time she gave me money, I used it all up without accounting for anything though she said I had to. So she's bound to ask me what I spent it on. And buying 2 pairs of shoes at once is so not a good reason._.

Talking about this, I recalled during the High Achievers course just now, I was commenting that a salary of 5k per month is quite high and I don't mind having that pay, but Shanice told me it is actually quite little if I go out into society next time. Now thinking about it, I think what she said makes perfect sense. Haish, and to think the average monthly salary of an air stewardess is 3k. No wonder my dad condemns me for that :/

Talks about future and ambitions suck ttm.

2009-09-25T01:11:00.001+08:00

Attention to stop temptation to scream,

Felt so bad yesterday morning, that bad that the words "don't faint" kept ringing in my head during assembly. Had to go home in the end.

I'm so not getting used to school once again seriously.

Couldn't go out with TG after school as planned so they came over to my house after school. Olivia came too(:

Anyways, thanks loads for everyone's concern. I felt much better after a rest.

Seems that everyone else knows how I should take care of myself other than me myself :/

2009-09-24T02:30:00.001+08:00

1!

2!

3!

4!

5!

Teehee.

Watched movies, took lotsa photos, ate pizza, pooled, foozeballed at Yeebei's(:

I hearts my TG 'cos we're all so dumb but we don't care :D

More later.

I suddenly feel I've not been to school for a longgggg while. It doesn't feel like there's school later. It's kinda early sleeping now that I've been sleeping at 6am everyday for the last couple of days:/

It's weird going back to school. But at least it's all fun and non-academic.

Should force myself to sleep soon.

2009-09-23T03:51:00.000+08:00

I feel totally disturbed.

Just watched episode 2 of GG and couldn't take it when Serena kissed Carter. I was totally agitated and exclaimed out loud. Gosh.

Though it was disturbing that Dan kissed Georgina, which was by the way weird and unaccounted for, I don't really care as much.

Okay I shall be objective for once and agree that Serena is totally acting like a bitch in the show, using her beauty (which is fyi very effective not only to the cast on-screen) to subdue unknowing male victims. But it sure doesn't make me love her less. Lol.

Good Girls Go Bad rawks anyways. It played in the episode and I got so distracted hearing the song that I kept forgetting to pay attention to the dialogues:/

Oh wells, GG sure makes me high and excited even at this time of the day.

2009-09-23T03:18:00.001+08:00

3:18 AM

I'm a phailure photographer lol.

This shows reading the tutorial for 1 hour isn't gonna make a noob turn into a pro that instantaneously.

Maybe I'll still post the photos up on Facebook tomorrow or someday though.

Went to Bugis, Haji Lane and Arab Street first then went to Orchard to Lido for movie.

Watched The Time Traveler's Wife. It was touching. However the storyline was kinda predictable and too much of the touchy-feely scenes because they kissed almost everytime they met. Not much of a climax in the whole movie too. But it was still nice all in all. So I'm gonna rate it 3.5 popcorns. Worth a watch still(:

Bought 2 pairs of shoes, my wedges and sandals, from Ion. I totally feel like I'm on a shopping spree._. But though I'm broke, I'm happy because I wanted them the first time I saw them. So it's still worth the price.

Yep, back to Gossiping :D

2009-09-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

Okay, I've decided to go Haji Lane to try out my camera skills after reading the SLR tutorial for an hour. Lol.

Shall post the photos up later.

In the meantime, Serena shall wait for me(:

2009-09-22T03:51:00.006+08:00

3:51 AM

Who looked better at the Emmys?

Leighton Meester 61%
Blake Lively 38%
Total Votes: 2345

How is this sound? Fyi, I was one of the 891 people who voted for Blake Lively. There is really no logic on this Earth, ain't there? :/

Life's been busy lately, going out everyday during this short break. I've been too lately updating about the ongoings of my everyday life. Will just be brief about them because it's of no entertainment value anyways.

Went for 5A bbq at Zoey's house yesterday. It was awesome because the function room was big and cosy. Lotsa thanks to Zoey for making this possible(:

Hmm, haven't decided where to go later today because I'm in a dilemma. Shall leave it to later.

Is Gossip Girl episode 2 out yet?!

P.S. OMG BTW does anyone know that Robert Pattingson and Kristen Stewart are engaged in real life?! GAWD. This reminds me, someone owes me my New Moon poster from her magazine lol.

*updated 4:56AM: They are so not engaged. I just did some research, but they are indeed together. It seemed that Rob Pattingson told Kristen Stewart to make a decision between him or her on-off boyfriend Michael Aragano. Oh wells, anyways they're my Edward and Bella so it's fine lol.

& Avril Lavigne is a new hawtie single eh! She is totally getting a divorce.

Lol, I'm like totally engaging in Hollywood gossips now. Oh well, time for bed.*

2009-09-21T04:58:00.000+08:00

Untouched - The Veronicas

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
lalalalalalalala

I can't lie lie lie lie lie lie
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Alalalala alalalala
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me give me give me all of you you
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up up
And I will never let you down (down)

Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala

Untouched, untouched, untouched

They rawk beyond compare, really.

2009-09-19T03:48:00.001+08:00

Watch these:D

Over You - Daughtry

Good Girls Gone Bad - Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester

& The million dollar question is, "What do these MVs have in common?"

Lol to spare you guys the torture, Jessica Szohr stars as the woman in Over You while Leighton Meester sings and stars in Good Girls Gone Bad.

And both of them are Gossip Girl casts: Vanessa and Blair!

Anyway, I think both MVs were great. Especially Over You, because it is profound yet visually captivating.

And Blair finally looks pretty to me in Good Girls Gone Bad, which is one of the rare occasions. No qualms about Vanessa being pretty with straight hair off-set, because I used to hate Vanessa loads in Season 1 & 2 (She had curls then, thus she was unable use her charms to win me over._.)

(Over You is embedded using another player 'cos selfish Youtube uploaders refuse to allow embedding for that._.)

P.S. I looked through all 536 photos in Blake Lively's album. Did I mention she's hawt and gorgeous? Oh I did?

2009-09-19T02:05:00.003+08:00

2:05 AM

Tell me, is this cute or cute?

BLAKE LIVELY IS DAMN HAWT! (I'm serious this time around 'cos Megan Fox nor Sienna Miller will never match up to her. Bleah.)

I'm not fickle bytheway. I loved Blake Lively all along. Bought Seventeen magazine especially for her as cover girl and joined her Facebook fanpage alright. Note that I didn't do either for any others._.

Another thing to add, I think Penn Badgley is so not good enough for her. (No offense to Xueqiang or any of his fans) He's kinda ugly, for that matter.

I think I'm much more worthy of her. (Translated into English as: No matter what, SHE'S MINE!)

Tell me I can marry her, puhlease.

2009-09-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

I'm finally back.

PROMOS ARE FINALLY OVER :dd

This temporal liberation has got to last me awhile.

Some papers were killers. I better be mentally prepared for the worst:/

I want to accomplish alot of things during this break. I'll try.

Went out after school today to watch 'The Ugly Truth' with my 5A peeps. I'll give it 4/5 popcorns! The show was uber hilarious. Few movies make me laugh like that, so kudos to it:D Definitely worth a watch.

Gonna go shopping tomorrow and learn how to use my SLR properly.

Not forgetting, all the best to Physics and Geog people on Tuesday(:

Gossip Girl Season 3 is finally out! But one episode a week is so not enough to satisfy my desire totally :x

Now to Serena-ogling :P

Why does my heart still skip that beat?

2009-09-03T23:13:00.002+08:00

Hiatus til 18 Sep.

You'll see me then, if I haven't already died from stress.

Seriously.

2009-09-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

2/9/09

You finally know life is frail when someone around you passes on.

When you realise that all those little trials in life doesn't mean a thing as compared to life itself.

Where all those small steps and mistakes make up who you have with you right till the end.

Because I knew he was a good man and the tears shed when I talk about what he did.

I will always love you and treasure you granddad, though I never have the chance to know more about you, you'll forever remain that stranger whom I cherish dearly.

Can the world and life itself only comprise of love, without those pretences I hate to keep, tell me.

2009-09-01T00:39:00.001+08:00

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere,

You left me all confused. You just have that capacity to make this all come back.

No more mistakes.

I've enough of them.

2009-08-31T01:20:00.000+08:00

I'm currently ignoring all homework that I've to do by later because I've bio make-up lessons after the teacher's day celebrations just to practice for Don't Forget The Lyrics._.

Fyi, I'm participating in the Don't Forget The Lyrics:D I think it's kinda fun. Though the prizes are not up to standard :/

Had PW yesterday and Desmond's group came over to my house (since our house is so near) to play cards and slack. Practiced for Don't Forget The Lyrics too(:

Went to JP for dinner and hung out till 10pm. We're totally slackers :x Spent time getting crazy over this random guy over the phone where I have to pretend to be some half-Chinese half-Eurasian girl named Juliet -.- Lucky we were using Mingshin's phone else I'll be super freaked out if that guy ever calls my phone LOL!

Can't believe he said, 'Though I not your romeo but I think many do want you be their juliet' It's freaking funny! He's so.... indescripable gosh.

Alrights can't wait for later :D Not the bio part though haish ):

Back to memorising lyrics(:

2009-08-30T04:25:00.001+08:00

That I should have never thought of you,

Met up with 5A mates at Lido to catch Orphan again._. Seriously, watching a second time really isn't scary anymore. It might also be because of the genre, because watching The Grudge 3 again still made me shudder the second time I watched.

My whole row, including Jun, Mingshin and Clivia totally left halfway because they couldn't take the tension anymore so I followed along. Was totally bored during the whole movie that Jun complained I looked super relaxed and kept laughing to myself and texting the whole time. Lol. Sincerely, knowing where the shocking parts are allows me to anticipate so it was scary at all. They made me tell them the story outside the cinema hall before we entered again lol.

Went to the Shaw House Mac for dinner and played cards there. Then we went to Meritus Mandarin to gatecrash the Teacher's Day Dinner. Lol. Okay it was still a success because we managed to take photos with our teachers(:

Parted with 5A peeps and went back with Xueqiang and Jieren. Went to JP with Xueqiang to meet Rachel and we started slacking at McCafe and outside Fairprice Extra to camwhore. Lol super retarded :x

Left at 1+am and my nice brother missed awhile of his Man U and Arsenal match to fetch Rachel, Xueqiang and me back(:

Anyways gonna have PW later and a combined gathering with another group at my house after.

And photos are up on Facebook if you wanna check them out. More will be uploaded soon too.

Ugh late:/

Anyway, it's hard relaying a message across because I don't wanna regret what I said after. You know how life's experiences make people learn not to make the same mistake twice.

2009-08-29T02:30:00.001+08:00

Let your waves crash down on me,

Is it stupid to give up a 70bucks dinner?

Even my parents told me to go for the dinner instead. But after a few hours of serious thought, I concluded I'd rather enjoy time with my friends instead so I decided to give up my ticket to Jieren. Lol he must totally be appreciative I'm always letting him in all this great stuff lol.

Plus I'm sincerely broke because I spent 39bucks just now to get my Select Sheer. Ugh.

Alas, the price women pay for vanity. They are stupid.

So I'm going to watch Orphan yet again. My proposal to watch 'Year One' was rejected ): Such a waste of money watching the same thing again, even if I get sponsored. But I'll obviously have to give in to the majority and protect the majority's interest. An individual's interest must be forsaken for the better good :/

I seriously doubt I've money to last later.

&I'm feeling so sick because I've a serious blocked nose and I feel phlegmy. Hate it.

I want my herbal tea.

2009-08-27T19:17:00.001+08:00

'cause the day I thought I'd never get through,

People are weak. Where hurt just finds their way in so easily. That the memory of happiness don't last, yet the aftertaste of sadness prevails.

Love is so subtle, that we put words to describe it, logic it, understand it, we really never do know what it really encompasses. Still, it fills us with those wretched emotions we spend our lives avoiding.

Yet, this feeling is unjustifiable, no matter how much we try to reason it; unavoidable, how hard we shun.

Had realised the happenings around that led me to write about this.

And so, I didn't get to sleep after all :/

2009-08-27T17:38:00.001+08:00

5:38 PM

I'm totally proud to announce that our oscars video got a special prize! :D Though it's nothing much and we ultimately didn't get our free lecture notes (aww...), it's still great getting a prize(: The prize was this bag of snacks, chocolates and lollies, which we just shared with the class and feasted on during PW (since our ft was sick :x).

Here it is anyways:

And for the whole PW we were totally discussing about our plans during the weekends. Lol we'll totally be seeing one another through the weekends too. Will update about it if it works out as planned.

Oh, and not forgetting my movie review once again, I watched Orphan and it was great! I'll not hesistate to rate it 4.5/5 popcorns! 0.5 popcorns retained because I don't like the nude sexual drawings in the movie. Especially the fact they were drawn! I don't know why but I just dislike it._. The whole movie was super gripping and thrilling it created this whole tensed atmosphere which was great! Even though I felt so frustrated I had to sit at the second row, the tension just got my attention off the neck-straining. Ultimately, the storyline was great too. Definitely a must watch :D

Used the com because I got home early and don't want to sleep immediately knowing I'll wake up at 8pm.

But since I'm done blogging I'll just sleep now :/

2009-08-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

#01 Violent behaviour (VB): Unstuffing my turtle ie. taking the fluff out ):

#02 VB: Dismembering my turtle's head and body )):

#03 VB: Plugging in earphones to my hippo's belly button and stuffing the earphones into its tiny ears ))):

I feel that my toys are all dead now, thanks to Mingshin, Yuling and Nicholas._. They must be so guilty.

Only woke up when they were already outside my house :x

Had an okay PW session since we managed to complete the introduction for our WR. I think it's a huge feat sincerely! Don't demoralise me, people who have done their nth draft for WR :/ Must consider the fact we haven't done any data gathering, you know.

Anyways, I'm screwed for lessons tomorrow because I haven't got down to serious homework-doing. This is so irritating. Only came online because I had to transfer my stuff from the iPhone to my lappy since Nicholas keeps rushing me for the iPhone._.

I've caught a cold. Must be getting drenched by the rain yesterday.

Atchhhoooo!

*sniffs*

2009-08-23T03:32:00.002+08:00

When we're through building memories,

I hate the lightning ): It scares me when I'm out in the open.

Had to run/walk home in the rain and it took a long while 'cos we had to take shelter under all the void decks.

Reached home at 2plus. Thought my parents weren't at home so decided to go home myself but ended up they were at home and thought I was sleeping already._. At least they were too stunned realising I reached home so late to condemn me for it :/

Watched the 11.30pm movie at JP before that. I'll give ZERO popcorns to 'Where Got Ghost?' It's freaking not scary, computerised graphics suck and the storyline is illogical and lame-.- Adding to that, knowing the actors in the movie makes it much less realistic sincerely. Wouldn't have watched it in the first place because I have no trust in Singapore movies and wouldn't waste money on it but Rachel convinced me that it was nice since she watched already._.

Anyways we went to the arcade after dinner too. I absolutely loveeeeeeeeee the Stitchieeeee in the UFO machine and we totally tried getting it to no avail. Sucks ): But it's like not sold anywhere else luh )):

And I know my daytona skills ownzsxzsxzsxzsxz.

I didn't know the Zone X in JP closed so late.

The seventh month doesn't seem to deter people from going back late._.

I feel giddy :/

2009-08-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

my heart, it beats, beats for only you,

The world just seem a teeny weeny bit better on Fridays. I really can't spend anymore weeks like before, sleeping at around 2am everyday. I will suffer from a nervous breakdown soon enough :/

And for the nth time, I really should be completing long-gone-through tutorials which I copied blatantly to avoid scoldings. Oh man, life really gets treacherous day by day.

):

Anyways, gonna change back to my Icecream on Monday since Nicholas keeps stressing me to pass the iPhone to him soon. So had to save all my photos in my lappy and decided to upload some to add flavour to my wordy bloggieee.

Ain't my baby cute(:

See baby waiting for me downstairs when I already went up.

This was totally taken by Xueqiang while I was away photocopying scores. But it does look artsy with all the stands in the background and the trumpet in the foreground.

Lol.

Yay no more dreaded pracs becauses SPAs have officially ended. I absolutely hate bio pracs. To the max.

Thank God always anyway(:

2009-08-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

Stress is deadly, it killed me today.

How is it possible to continue hereafter?

I can't.

2009-08-16T03:53:00.000+08:00

I'm spending way too much just for a day out. I should really stay home during the weekends more. It's healthier for my pocket :/

Have I mentioned I'm a huge fan of Forever 21? No Topshop for me please, they're overrated and overly priced. But I think F21's online shop sells much more stuff. I'm currently in my own world adding stuff I like to my shopping cart, pretending as if I can buy them. Lol!

Oh gosh, I'm so self-entertaining right now:/

It's so late ):

2009-08-15T03:22:00.001+08:00

Lost sight, couldn't see, when it was you and me.

Been real busy lately due to all the piled-up homework ): It really compounds up and it really does hurt. Usually the sleep bug gets to me first even before I start on any work. Feel so shagged every night it's like a god-sent blessing to put my mind at rest and sleep, really. But paranoia runs through me through the day because of those undone tutorials :/ I must turn this vicious cycle around, one day.

Did finish our econs oscars today at last. Have to thank Junice the most for doing the video editing, drawing, photography and sound coordination. Anyways it's really finally up! I posted it on Facebook too but I made it private so if you want to see then tell me(: Spent alot of effort on it so hope we win free notes! Totally enticing :D

Wanted to upload all TG group snaps on my blog but am too lazy to copy them from Facebook :/ Someday perhaps? Anyways I love our group shots loads because they just are so cute :D

Everything's been weighing down lately, I really have to use the weekends wisely. I was still contemplating whether to go town get the stuff I want but now I should really think twice. Town just makes me feel like shopping (window shopping to be precise) the entire day.

As I mentioned, I'm totally having the no-one-to-love-but-myself-therefore-I-should-pamper-myself-more mentality currently. Lol. Sometimes I think that if I can derive happiness from those material possessions, I should just buy them without regrets. But the question lies in whether I can really derive happiness from those. It's hard to say. Maybe I'll be happy, but that happiness may only exist on the most superficial level and not deep within.

I decided to dedicate all my Friday nights to slack and enjoy myself to destress. The homework doing can come on Saturdays and Sundays if I finally start to make true everything I've said before about eradicating my procrastination.

That's within me, hard to change.

I'm tired.

Should really sleep now D: