oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Thursday, December 17, 2009
11:03 PM
Practice was hell intensive today. Reached school at 9am and left at 5.35pm. Had to stay back after practice to do loads of administrative stuff.

My lips feel so worked out, my teeth seem that it's gonna be pushed further and further back permanently :/ Argh I shouldn't feel this way, proves I'm playing it the wrong way. But if I don't do that, never can I reach and hold those notes. Rawr, shall just risk it this once ):

I'm so tired. After the strenuous practice, adding to the fact I slept at 2.40am the night before, I am utterly shagged (Okay maybe this word shouldn't be used in this context after I realise what it actually means lol.) Must really sleep earlier tonight or I can just die in band tomorrow too D:


I really have to plan and get my Christmas presents for everyone soon! Rawrs. Plus loads of people's birthdays coming up. Stressed:/

Schoolwork is another major irk ):

*SCREAMS*

&still trying to find a happy ending