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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
One thing I have to say now, my eyes are freaking dry even after I've just taken my contacts out because I've been wearing them the whole day and still slept with them for an hour or so:/4:04 AM Anyways first off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST RACHEL:D You're finally 17! Hope you really did enjoy our EPIC FAIL surprise! (: Haha. okay and I don't know whether the tomyam steamboat is the cause of my sore throat now. Not that I ate alot though:/ I realised I always think loads on days I go back home late and sleepy. When I close my eyes, these things come naturally. Always wanted to blog about them but when I'm sober the next day and all, I would have forgotten what exactly I wanted to say. So since I'm equivalent to being in a half-dazed state of mind now, I'll blog about them. You know, as how things happen in life and we all learn something from it one way or another. I feel, sharing your heart with someone else will make you vulnerable to unhappiness so so easily. That your mood can simply be affected by the one you love. That you can't control your own emotions. I hate that. And yes, I never want to feel that kind of vulnerability ever. I wanted to be able to decide how I felt only by my own actions and not due to someone else's. It's never the case of the sour grapes. I'm past that stage. Just being that susceptible to these is scary. Horrifying, in fact. The past no longer fills me with hatred. But it has definitely made me languid. I thought of how terrible life was for me a few months ago. That I was so weak. I literally laughed. And it wasn't all out of humour.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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