oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Thursday, December 31, 2009
3:47 AM
Just ended mahjong with a couple of my eldest brother's friends.

Had 5A chalet from Monday till Wednesday. Had bbq both nights. Totally suspects the reason I'm getting super heaty is due to that. The first night was much more entertaining with Circle of Trust and drinking. Aside from the getting drunk part. Period.

Didn't wanna pay 20bucks for overnight cycling the second night so me, Mingshin and Desmond just stayed and slacked around. Started wanting to drown our sorrows (okay, not that I had much sorrows, more for accompanying Mingshin in his quest), so we drank but it wasn't much so it was pointless and we just slept after. Lol.

I'm totally still sick after so many days. Coughing up loads of phlegm :/

Gonna go for countdown later on with bandies. Hope it'll be fun and that I can high despite being sick.


Anyways just gotten a SMS from Rachel. I'm touched and I love you loads <3

Yes, 2009 is filled with lots of memories, the good and the bad. But it'll treasure everything good this year and bring them to the next, and I hope I can leave behind the bad and never look back on them in angst.

A fruitful year, a year that I have experienced loads of emotions. Experienced loads of feelings I never had felt before in my 16 years. Though not all good but the bad happen for a cause. For me to realise the good and appreciate them even more.

I'll be thankful for 2009. For the friends who have stood by me no matter. You know you are one of them if your have shared my sorrow and happiness before. Stayed with me when I cried and I laughed.

I'll find a new way to lead in 2010. A more fulfilling way of living the year ahead. My last year in RV. I have to really make full use of my time.

First of all, a new me.

&still trying to find a happy ending