oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Thursday, October 01, 2009
12:56 AM
Sometimes I wonder if what I feel is truly as it is. That it is possible for me to be able to feel the entire depth of emotions. 'Cos I realised that maybe I've not matured enough to truly understand them.

You know how people think they're always mature enough to feel or define love. But us seeing someone younger basking in their own meaning of love, we always seem to think they're being too naive with their childish views, that it is impossible for them to truly understand what it means.

But we ourselves are as such.

One day, when I mature with age, I'll look back and may realise even right now, I do not really understand the true meaning of those emotions I claim to feel.

Maybe I've been making a mountain out of a molehill the entire time. Even right now.

But I hope I've matured from who I was before.

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HAPPY SEVENTEENTH CHINGXIN <3 LOVE YOU MANY!

&still trying to find a happy ending