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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Monday, July 20, 2009
Why do I feel that false sense of reassurance even in my sleep. I can't bear another one of those stupid dreams. Even then I asked myself whether I was dreaming but it felt so real. That warmth is nothing but a nightmare. I must stop, or everything would be in vain.7:12 PM Sometimes things are so plainly obvious but I don't seem to get it in my head. That's for being delusional. 'Cos nothing's ever gonna be as I made up. The truth is always that hard to swallow. I have to face it the hard way. Slacked through the whole weekend without even opening my bag once. I suck ): Told myself to catch up on everything I've been lagging in since the exams ended but it seems I lack the persistence in doing so. Sometimes the reason I hate myself is so damn clear :/ Huipeng has black hair again now :/ Okay at least it makes me look more studious now which is good. But I highly suspect it'll fade within a month. That's bad. I should possess more self discipline. Seriously. It's high time I come up with a goal to look forward to, else I'll forever remain stagnant and consumed by idealistic thoughts of the present. Now, where should I start.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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