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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
I'm such an idiot, indulging in my own make-believe. How much more foolish can I get.10:55 PM And to the extent it enters my dreams. I hate myself seriously. Why can't I just let go. I'm just that unfortunate. Got caught again for my hair colour and this time round it's by the most superior of the lot ): Said I would get suspended if I don't dye it back again. I swear it's useless to explain that I've dyed it black for the nth time already. I should really find a stronger dye. Not Bawang of course, that's really ultimate :/ Rah this is really driving me mad ): And I'm serious that it disturbs me from learning. Stupid rules and dumb regulations. To hell with those because they're crap really. It's like I've done something about it but it's not getting any better what more can I do because this is still gonna continue on and on towards eternity seriously. And the most effing thing is that I don't want to dye again because it seriously will spoil my hair ): It took so long for my hair to revert back to its somewhat healthier state than before just after I dyed previously and now I'm so forced into dyeing again. Swear the school sucks. What's more my mum wanted my dad to write a letter to the school about it but I rejected the idea because I bet it won't make anything better than it already is. Effffff really. Hmm other than that, I think school is really unproductive recently because I haven't started on a single homework since after exams. I should seriously catch up during the weekends or more unproductive days will follow me hereafter. My mum refused to buy me an Iphone even if I score well for my promos ): What a scrooge ): Gonna still attempt to get money from her tomorrow to shop after school. I'm a fervent believer in retail therapy.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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