oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Monday, July 13, 2009
11:49 PM
I need sleep and I'm so evil because I'm not giving myself any.

How evil can I get :/

Was sleeping heavily during math tut today. The heaviest slumber ever and I'm so ashamed of myself ): Not doing tuts makes it even harder to keep awake since I practically know nothing about what the teacher is going through :x

Practicals suck by the way. Just a sudden random thought about how much I hate it, especially bio pracs. I sincerely can't do it and had to just submit leaving blanks because I really don't know how to do and am too lazy to crap anything out :/

I think I'm really not talented in bio anymore ): Even Xueqiang agreed I used to be good at it in the past but now I sincerely suck at it. I absolutely dread receiving back bio tomorrow. Adding to econs which is a total major heartburn too.

How am I going to live through tomorrow, getting back 2 of my expected failure papers ): Pray God for strength to make it better though.

Anyway I'm all here to give strength to anyone who needs it more than me too. Anyone.

Went to buy Alena's present at Vivo after school with Rachel, Xueqiang and Erjie. Lol went F21 and I totally want to get loads of things. But I got reminded every now and then that I'm broke so I can't indulge in too much of this instant gratification. Bish.

I must shop one day.

&still trying to find a happy ending