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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
As of now, I feel like the world's dumbest woman.1:19 AM Because of how I disregarded everything anyone said previously, thinking things will get better when it obviously won't. Because of how I held on to words not meant to stay true. It hurts so badly because of everything that ever happened, and of those memories that stay stuck in my head so deep I can't find a way to remove. Because of things I shouldn't see that day, even if it wasn't anything, it hurt right there and then thinking I was so naive. It was heartbreaking to say the very least. Because of promises I woke up to and slept on every single day and night. Because of my childish dreams of the future. It is easy to tell myself to forget but difficult to actually do it. Many many thanks to Timoo, Jingwei, Rachel and Yeebei for everything to help make this all better. Because I know there are many other people who loves me loads and I cannot let down. Be strong Huipeng. Time heals. It definitely helps knowing I don't mean anything now so I don't have the urge to make this better. I don't know how you do these all.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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