oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Thursday, May 28, 2009
10:11 PM


Like coolness! I got a medal for X-country yesterday(: 4097 ftw man! Haha :D

Though I wasn't pro enough to make it to the top 15 position but at least I came in 28th out of 100 runners in the A-div Competitive Girls. Hee :B And I was 7th in my house. Thanks to all the damn fast people in my house, we got first overall for A-div Girls and hence I got my gold medal! At least all my efforts in running was not put to waste(:

And now I know the power of cheerleaders. I swear I felt more motivated towards the finishing line when everyone started cheering for Unicorn as I was headed there and sprinted as fast as I can. Thanks to Xueqiang in particular because he called my name out specifically(:

Went home first with B (I changed his name haha!) because we were extremely sticky to bathe and change then went to Plaza Sing to watch Angels and Demons. B can't use his buy-1-get-1-free movie voucher because the show doesn't allow for complimentary passes ): It will go to waste after all.

The show was interesting, the use of religious settings and historical background really pulls one in. At least it's an in-depth kinda show, not those shallow kind which I know is a waste of money but somehow I find myself watching lol. But I find the storyline not very unique because I didn't find the twist at the end surprising at all, kinda typical in fact :/

My feet felt hell tired because of the run and further walking down Orchard Road worsened it ): Decided to sit in Starbucks and we spotted Adam Chen in there! I took a few photos (somewhat obviously) of him but it's kinda blur. Saddened.

Was hell shagged when I returned home.

I must tell myself to think of the bigger picture next time :/



Yay tomorrow will be the last day of school!

Received back my progress report today. Did improve overall BUT I still cannot promote since I phailed GP! Blah ):

Thought that there was combines after school but Ms Chan didn't come today. Practiced for very long by myself since lessons ended relatively early before band started at 5pm.

I have to make good use of my June holidays, I must promise myself. *left hand hook pinkies with right hand* Be it using it to chill out and get rid of stress or mugging for Mid-Years (That is a cold thought. Brr.).

Time for some self-love, baby! Whee :D

I must get everything I want and pamper myself all I can before it is too late (Sounds familiar eh, Jieren! LOL.)

Rockbanding tomorrow. Yippee!



Why the unfamiliarity.
Why the hesitation to speak my thoughts.
Why the stress in making decisions.
When it shouldn't even exist.
Now I really wonder if it's even me.

&still trying to find a happy ending