oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Wednesday, May 20, 2009
11:29 PM
I think I've mentioned this before and I'll say this again, I feel that I can only communicate and relate well to people with similar priorities to mine. It's either I am neutral towards people with differing priorities to mine or for specific cases, the feeling of adoration sometimes dissipates.

And sometimes it's not just about that, it's about the other littlest things that cause this to sour.

Blah, don't want to harp about this. At least I'm still surrounded by lots more people whom I can relate to well enough. It alleviates the whole situation.

I'm on to Breaking Dawn now. Now that it's my own book I'm reading, I feel more at ease reading it without fear I'll cause any harm to it. Sorry Stacy for your water-split Eclipse haha. It wasn't on purpose okay!

I aim to complete this within one month and my new Jodi Picoult book in the month after. Then on to that Xueqiang has kindly offered to lend me his simple yet intellectual literature books. I shall now proclaim reading is yet AGAIN my favourite pastime and hobby after so many years. LOL.

Yay, I derive inexplicable joy from reading :D

Disclaimer: This is not some mugger behaviour, my homework are still piling exponentially ):

HAHA :DD

By the way, I'm intending to work during the holidays but it seems no one is interested in joining me at the workplace I so desire. Only nice Xueqiang offered to accompany me to apply but will consider if he's accepted. Lol I've totally some warped motive in wanting to work there :x

Bleah.



When everything's feels like a deja vu once again, I don't seem to know whether it's a turn for the good or otherwise. 'Cos there's nothing I feel.

&still trying to find a happy ending