oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Tuesday, April 14, 2009
9:45 PM
Trumpet FTGWH :dd

I'll write proper sentences from now on with CAPS at the start of each sentence(:

I'm totally trying to appear intellectual now getting rid of all my short forms and writing in proper accurate sentences. This will make me more conscious of my academic writing since I tend to have this urge to type short forms in essays.

Got so pissed off this morning because I got rejected from taking the timing for 2.4 just because i arrived 1 min late wth. Had to run under the scorching sun during actual P.E. lesson. Nearly died, but looking at the clear blue sky while running gives me motivation.

Oh and I swear I didn't know my emoness was that explicit yesterday. Until the point Clivia told me to cheer up and I was wondering why he told me that since I was relatively okay just now. Then he said it was because he noticed I was emo yesterday and I was stunned that it was so noticable and he said it was DUH and he has eyes to see. Wah.

I'm fine anyway for those who are worried.

Hope everything will turn out fine in the end. I'm so influenced by Jieren's positive thinking which he claims will bring his downturn in the end. After he said that, I felt so skeptical in accepting his words >.<

My appetite is totally deproving like hell these days. Everyone thinks I'm getting anorexic. I feel that I'm kinda anorexic too. Though obviously I'm not, like duh.

Shall concentrate on band for the next couple of weeks. My endurance sucks hard to the core ): Okay 4 days of practice per week will hopefully make me a better player. Else I have to admit "I'm The Suckiest Trumpeter Around ):" *Inserts emo punk face* LOL. Dumb section meeting.

My second brother is a baldy at Pulau Tekong, training to defend the country now. Can't wait to see the bald drug addict after 2 weeks(:


i hate acting this way, like you're not there. tell me you'll be there, Romeo.

&still trying to find a happy ending