oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Wednesday, April 15, 2009
8:49 PM
I feel so easily pissed these couple of days. I'm just very very tired everyday ):

And Jieren better feel less emo and pissed too. You better read this!

Band was good, because I didn't exert too much and could manage through the whole piece since Ms Chan took combines and little attention was payed to the trumpeters so we didn't get to repeat much. Yes, I feel so much more motivated to do my best for SYF since Ms Chan thinks we can make it and that we play much more maturely than our juniors. Haha take that, to think we all got damn emo after the practice in the hall with the juniors last time since we played damn suckily then :/

Aim higher people! We should still look forward to the bonus if we can achieve it(:

Stupid Xueqiang always distracts me in band practices because we'll find stupid stuffs funny and this makes us not able to play halfway in the piece.

I still feel so sleepy I can just fall asleep till tomorrow. But I've load of stuffs to hand in tomorrow so I can't. Shall fight back my droopy eyes. Ahhh.

Though I feel less emo, I still feel that there is nothing to look forward to everyday. I dislike that feeling alot... It's like torture.


Romeo, save me,
I've been feeling so alone,
I keep waiting,
For you but you never come.

&still trying to find a happy ending