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Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.

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sustaining on His love.

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Sunday, April 05, 2009
10:14 PM
FIRSTLY, i want to thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday in one way or another, i appreciate it very much :D

and to all who were there with me on my birthday, i love you guys x82397482658 seriously.

my seventeenth was no doubt the best birthday i had in my entire life truthfully and you all made this possible, so thanks once more(:

okay so the first present i received was from sylvia tan huijie on friday! congrats to her for being the first to give me a huge pretty sunflower (which she didnt bear to give actually) and another present. thanks loads sis(:

and jx gave me a present on friday too(: which i was made to promise i wont open only until 12am which was my real birthday haha.

anyways i did open both presents only after 12am okay! was so trying to keep the suspense :D

then at midnight, the smses came and i shall only mention those who smsed around 12am LOL.

1) veron loy, you are the first! homoooo:DD
2) shixian laopo! haha she said she waited til 11:59:59pm before she pressed send for the sms to come on the dot at midnight, but too bad she's only 2nd :/ thanks anyways since she was so determined to be the first(:
3) dear!! haha he's next in line.
4) desmond!
5) huijie sis(:
6) jiaxu! haha he still set his clock according to my clock but came 1 min late LOL.
7) cx! thanks for her korean birthday song she typed out which she spent alot of time on.
8) shanice homo!
9) javier(:
10) hester!
11) erjie(:

more came in the following morn but must give credits to these few haha(:

ooh ooh on facebook too!

1) dear!! again haha<3
2) benben(:

and more came in later, too lazy to reply on everyone's wall but yea thanks guys! i feel the love still(:

on msn too! thanks to you guys(:

and on my blog, dear again! LOL.

opened huijie's and jx's present! haha thanks huijie for the weekly schedule which she gave me since she feels that i need that because i always never do my homework. but ironically, i already have a weekly schedule, just that i always dont remember to write down. LOL. and thanks to jx for the roxy tee! haha to think everyone still thought it was a pink bikini._. LOL.

anws the next day on my birthday there was band. played damn suckily and felt so apologetic towards mschan. i totally didnt feel well enough to play. gosh felt so emo then ):

BUT, lol sheryl and jr came with me to jp first to rent horror movies and buy food. then yeebei and daniel came. then rachel and d was like 'sooooo slow' so i told d to meet with rachel then we went home first since xq was already at my house after going home first.

so we went home and when i went up to my room, i opened the door slightly and the aircon flowed out and then i saw dumb d standing right beside the door and i immediately closed the door again and ran to my brother's room. swear i was totally shocked and i refused to enter the room. then after a long while of persuasion from all the band people, they pushed me into the room and suddenly the lights went on and the poppers popped. LOL rachel, cx and d was like inside and they decorated my room with like loads of balloons and hanging decorations. was sooooo sweet i felt like crying totally.

they are total good liars:x i believed them wholeheartedly that they were going to be late the whole time._.

and rachel recorded the whole thing down on video :x

then after that, we played rockband for awhile, and i saw sitting with d then my dad came upstairs and d put his hands down from my shoulders and i swear my dad was like stunned and kept staring at me but i just avoided his glance._.

alena came after that too.

oh wells, went to imm fish and co after that and huijie came with a balloon shared by the band people(: and waited hell long for the table. sx and zw came down too. then finally we went in and ate and talked. then the fish and co person came and hosted this birthday surprise thing and made me and d stand on the chairs. lol so embarassing then the birthday cake d bought from secret recipe was nice(: and the guy asked everyone what other nicknames do i have and sheryl totally shouted "Apple!" and then they sang the birthday song and called me Apple._. and xq laughed like mad till he cried :x damn retarded lol.

thanks shashas for paying for my share(:

then we took a polaroid shot and pasted it in fish and co(:

oh kaylene came after her geog project. then we ate th chocolate indulgence cake and cx and alena went home. the rest went back to my house.

and i forgot the fact that vincent and kenneth were waiting for me at boonlay to pass me my present :x we only reached there at like 11:30pm. sorry guys but thanks still!

my mum called to ask me to get home fast to cut the cake with my family then i had to make everyone run from the bus stop to my house to get back by 12am. thanks guys for the run! totally reached at like 11:56pm._. and my mum was totally pissed :( by the time we cut the cake and all was already after 12am. but still, thanks to my bros and mum for buying the Swenson's ice cream cake :D

then we went outside my house to play with sparklers(: lols swear the smoke was so thick it fogged up my whole neighbourhood :x

then rachel and xq prepared an mystery finale item. rachel played her guitar and xq sang the songs 'More Than Words', 'Collide' and '1234'. it was touching and rachel is talented in guitar and swear xq sang damn touchingly made me felt like crying. and sylvia, d, sx and zw made up the audience too while the rest were downstairs playing rockband.

camwhored for awhile using rachel's mac.

then went down rockbanded for awhile and dan and jr left at like 3am. rachel went to sleep in my room and the rest of us went to watch horror movie. was totally bored by the first one and sylvia, sheryl, sx and zw went off to sleep. then we changed to the next which was abit more frightening. though i totally dozed off like a few times. and in case d doesnt know, his head was hell heavy when he leaned on me the many times he dozed off. lol. xq thinks the show was damn traumatising. and we watched finish at 6plus in the morning. kaylene also slpet during the movie so only xq, yeebei, d and me was watching and we felt so distrubed during the last part of the movie only d was so normal._.

then me and d went to my room and squeezed on the bed too LOL. sorry to sheryl because i know i felt damn uncomfortable and stretched my legs and ended up kicking her a few times :/

woke up when sylvia was packing up to leave. and everyone else went home already only rachel, sx, zw and d was left. dumb sx kept saying some lame jokes to zw throughout the morning while we were sleeping. haha.

rachel, d and me went to eat our lunch in jp around 12pm. it was raining hell heavily whn we left home. then we all went back after eating while rachel had to go for her meeting.

went back home to sleep til 6pm._.

only saw the presents the yeebei and sheryl bought lying on my bag downstairs after that. lol.

pictures(:



prettaye sunflower from huijie!



sianed from waiting hell long outside fish and co.



drinks(:







couldnt capture cx, alena and d who were right at the front.





decorations!



the photos rachel and d printed.



balloon from bandmates(:



balloon from d!



sx's bday photos with shashas hung up(:



heart chocs and present from d! poor d only slept for 4hrs because he spent the whole night making his present(:



surprise surprise! i received 2 copies of breaking dawn on my birthday! LOL one from vincent and kenneth, the other from yeebei and sheryl!



huge card from shashas. why am i 78kg eh, weikai?



weekly schedule from sylvia and note frm sheryl and yeebei(:



ipod from my eldest bro! tee from jiaxu!

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<3!

and the one person i must thank the most for organising and planning is RACHEL WONG WEIQI! love you many princess r! and xq, secondmost, for making it possible!

and for making your family think you're mad for practicing the singing and the guitaring over the phone at night.

my blog song made me tear again.

LOVE YOU GUYS MANY<3

&still trying to find a happy ending