oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Tuesday, March 31, 2009
10:31 PM

"You will always be the most beautiful thing in my world." -Edward

blah im such a pig. i take long naps like a pig. i always eat something filling right before i plonk straight into bed. and still, i wake up right after my naps for dinner. in general im such a phat pig, dont you agree.

rah.

have i ever mentioned that the sin out of the seven deadly sins that im most guilty of is envy? maybe it's just human nature to long for something you dont have. maybe it's just MY human nature. but ohwells, im guilty of it and have admitted it bravely(: im such a role model, but that doesnt mean i have to stop being envious okay.

im green with envy lol :D

okay although i think alot, but still i'll not give up. the considerations will not waver me. hopefully.

i hope the syf stress will hit me soon. and i think it's this inbuild mechanism that i can only play my trumpet well in school. i sound suckish at home seriously. point to note: shall really not get too brassy. pray pray hope hope i can kick that dumb tone.

by the way, i feel so ostracised that i was aimed for not playing mouse hunt during pw group sharing. lol but they all decided that i dont look like the type that will play such games anyways. LOL i think i have a halo above my head(:

yea okay might as well start my hw soon. notes, i actually intended to start at 9plus, but look at the time now._.

&still trying to find a happy ending