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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Sunday, February 01, 2009
okay fine th indifference has crept into me.9:42 PM invited a few friends over for cny ytd. my jnrs (yulu and isa) came th earliest aft band at ard 3plus and made me crawl up frm my bed to pick thm up frm th busstop since i attempted to take a nap before everyone starts coming at 5pm. we intended to watch movies in my rm so while i went to get my bro's com, yulu and isa started opening all my cupboards and took my clothes, treating th place like their own home and commenting how much clothes i have. aft forcing close all my cupboard doors, we watched some m18 movie which had some rather irking obscene contents. yulu was surprisingly innocent enuf to be watching her first m18 movie though. nxt on was i am legend which we watched halfway. my bro invited his alumni band frens which were our snrs over too and we were made to play some card games wif thm. songhua bought bang! and my bro bought saboteur which we ended up playing th whole evening and night. ltr on, jr, kaylene and sheryl came too and joined in th game. it was fun to say th least. yulu wanted to camwhore so yulu, sheryl, kaylene, isa and i ended up taking photos at th stairs. yulu and isa had to go not long aft. jr and th snrs went to play pool aft dat. thn i finally had time to entertain my neglected cousins and we played saboteur til they left at 2.50am or so. actually such gatherings bring much joy, dat through all th laughter, th sadness just seem like a minuscule point in one's life. yep bt sch's an ass so ppl arent so free each and every day to drop by and make merry. my cough is such a dumbass to th extent dat i almost thought i would just cough up blood. wanted to go to th doc tdy bt my family doc was closed by 12pm so couldnt. i hvnt checked out whn's my pe. im sure to skip pe by all means, either by having an mc or a parental letter or i might just drop dead halfway through my 2.4km run. being sick makes one look anorexic. okay maybe it only applies to me (heard it also applies to my poor sick jnr jillian too). been reading twilight for th whole day tdy, not forgetting watching th australian open finals too which, by any case anyone wants to knw, i support federer wholeheartedly. twilight is truly a romantic love story. th descriptions illustrating th whole setting btwn bella and edward (i smirked at th part whr bella's dad mispronounced him as edwin) being explicitly intimate. visualising is just one part of reading, yes and i, being th visual creature dat i am, visualised th whole scene in my head, i was quite positive such romance wont exist in real life. okay maybe dat's why it's classified under th fictional books category (pardon me, i realised the straits times classified th twilight series under children's books. snort.) hmms but still, credit goes to stephenie meyer for making edward th guy of all girl's dream, in which th movie did not so well in portraying. i studied wad edward said to bella. firstly dat she's his life, and secondly, dat he loves her. it may seem simple bt yea to truly say it out and meaning wad he said is tough. and by dat, i sincerely believed he does mean wad he said and for dat i applaud edward for being yet again, so seemingly sweet. though he does seem like a sex maniac at times which i tried hard to rid myself of dat thought. th way he lean towards bella and lie his cheeks on her chest, th way he pressed his lips below th hollows of her ear just brings abt th adrenalin rush. another self-acclaimation, EDWARD CULLEN IS MY HUBBY :DD though im sure he isnt real, but it isnt crime to be in love wif him. cos i tink i would just melt if he would just say wad he said and do wad he did to me. okay i sound like i've read finish twilight bt no i've yet to. i'll prolong my satisfaction frm th book(: and for dat, i'll remain happily married to edwardcullen for as long as i want. gosh why are new year songs blasting in my neighbourhood now. bish.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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