oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Saturday, January 10, 2009
1:17 AM
you knw wad ppl do whn they're at th highest level of boredom? they read their own blogs. needless to say, i totally do dat frequently._.

gosh okay wad shld i blog abt. hmms.

sch is reopening in 2 mre days. tis is SO stressing i swr. ermms it seems dat i didnt even do much tis hols. many of th thgs i initially wanted to do, i didnt. sad. it leaves me wif tis feeling of unaccomplishment. as i look forward to whn's th nxt time i'll be given such a long holiday agn, i cant rly look forward at all. gosh eternity might just be an understatement.

maybe it'll be whn As are over. dat's rather saddening to be looking so far out whn our final year exams of our 4 secondary academic years have just ended. dat's pathetic in fact. i'd rather be delusional for life than to look forward to such monotone years of academia. sheesh.

fine to say th very least, at least th first 3 days are for orientation. okay dat's not a relief at all.

ohhhhh th cls list is like out on ivle. im quite okay wif my cls actually since th ppl inside are okay and not exceptionally weird or self-outcasted. but still i dont like dat alphabet. i want a change cos it doesnt feel like i've moved into another cls. it feels like i've just been promoted and am still in th same old boring cls, plusplus back to dat atmosphere. repeats, i dont like it. hmphs.

an additional thg to add, i so dont feel to mood of tis year's cny luh. i tink it came to early dat's why. i dont even feel like going new year shopping. seriously, i hate to buy clothes and look nice. it tires me bt i have to. irony bt whatever.

and i btr get my strawberry flavour LGIceCream tml or i'll remain pissed forever wif Starhub. okay maybe i shldnt generalise. it's just dat branch. at most i'll tell ppl to boycott it okay. serious ):

to tink sylvia, rachael and i went jp to buy blingbling for our LG phones okay. we're like ambassadors for LG rly. lols. i want BUH-LING BUH-LING my phone bt i only can if i get my phone. sheesh tis is frustrating.

okay i shld make a shopping list for cny shopping. abit pekchek bt my mum keeps stressing me abt whn im gna buy my new clothes. irritating okay.

i btr enjoy th last 2 days before th 12th.

till d-day.

&still trying to find a happy ending