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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Saturday, January 03, 2009
okay i've just taken time off to blog.11:58 PM celebrated th new year wif th sheryl, sylvia, jr, xq and kaylene on 31dec at jr's house. went over to stay th night dere. kaylene helped us rent movies so we watched '4bia' before th counting dwn to jan1. th show is hell illogical bt yt xq still got so freaked out and totally hit me damn hard whn a ghost suddenly popped out. poor me who was sitting beside him ): thn sylvia came aft work and joined us. we acted super retarded wishing one another happy new year aft joining th counting dwn on chnl5 and chnl8. hahahs so aft dat we continued watching 'connected'. sheryl had to return home so we accompanied her to th mrt station at 1.30am. lols thn to signify to us whether dere is still train service, she had to do some hand signal to us which she did sportingly thn we replied her th same way. hell funny. so we went back and i wanted to watch 'miss no good'. kaylene and sylvia fell aslp and only xq peiied me watch cos i was at some very front eps and th rest watched those alrdy. jr is an antisocial host who started using his com in th rm and left us outside. lols bt since he fried chicken and made agar for us, i shall not blame him(: was getting tired at 3+am so i stopped watching and slept. woke up at 8am cos i felt so cold and had to wake up to off th fan. woke up agn at 10am and cont my 'miss no good' lols. thn we went for breakfast downstairs before sylvia had to go work agn. thn me, xq and kaylene totally stayed till 5.30pm playing bridge thn we went for dinner tgt downstairs too. hmms tis reminds me, i used to not spend public hols out of home cos i thought it was only appropriate dat since my parents would not be working, we shld spend it as a family. however even as such, such occasions would always be damn boring since everyone at home would just treat it as a normal day and my bros would also go out. so for th past yr, i spent mre time out celebrating wif frens instead which proved mre constructive actually lols. anws i also had 4a'o8 cls outing on 2jan. we went sentosa and i was like early which is bad cos i had to wait. hates. only a pathetic 10 ppl turned up luh. largely due to th reason scs had to be in sch for th sec1 orientation. played some hell boring games and totally didnt wna join in bt since gf tried to like engage us so i had to show support. lols. thn went off at noon to vivo intending to catch a movie bt i again was so unenthu and didnt want to watch. okay fine im such a partypooper hahs. and i felt SOOOO to th extreme weirdness seeing th current yr rv year4s in th uniform dat used to signify only our batch. i totally thought th year4s were like frm some neighbourhood sch whn i walked past thm in vivo cos i couldnt recognise any of thm. most of all was th girl wif th 3inch skirt. i swr th whole lot of us got so agitated seeing dat rv girl in 3inch skirt. for me i was pissed for a rather different reason. recalls llm catching me for my skirt which was an obvious 5times th length of dat girl. pissed okay? zzz. went to dhoby for arcade aft dat. and i tink gf likes suaning me for dno wad apparent reason. firstly abt me wearing my slippers th opposite way and still walking quite a distance before realising and he totally said ppl will 'shuo wo xian hua' somemre since im a girl. secondly abt how i was indecisive abt whether to watch th movie at all. thirdly abt how i only knw how to play daytona in th arcade. rawr. played daytona and fine haf to admit gf is ultimate pro okay? lols and he totally tried teaching me advanced which was hell difficult. thn he will start reenacting how i play until damn drama --"' okay thn played a few rounds cos jx had some extra money in his tapzcard and sponsered me some games lols. okay daytona is fun :D went to change my phone plan and buy a new phone tdy. i finally decided on lg icecream instead of viewty since i hate lag phones cos i haf a low tolerance level and suspect i will just throw th damn thg on th wall each time it requires me to wait mre than 10secs. also since alot of ppl is like using viewty too so i want a mre unique phone. oh yea and i decided i preferred typing on a normal keypad than using touchscreen too. dere was only instock for pink viewty bt didnt have for my pink icecream though so i can only collect it on wed. gah th anxiety! okay went my aunt's house ytd and tdy. i am still here blogging btw. anws im in th sort of unconfident self lately. rating how much i love myself now, i would rate 3/10. sad ): i tink im too surrounded by beautiful ppl dat i suddenly feel ugly. seriously. okay it's true im affected by outer appearances alot. you can say my self-confidence is largely derived frm th way i look. haish. tis is bad. gahhhhh. okay and i cant believe im looking forward to th start of sch. bleah.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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