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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
didnt blog th past 2 days cos i didnt have th mood and time to do so.8:04 PM anws just as i said i wasnt caught for anyth on monday, i was sadly gloating for nth. i was totally caught for my skirt by ljz aft morn assembly on tues. i argued wif her dat it was surely not mre than 4fingers abv my kneecaps and in th end she tried using her own 4fingers to measure and it was adequate okay. thn she couldnt argue her stand anymre and said she dont want to say anyth anymre and walked away. and i felt so sorry at th sight of her losing her stand dat i said sorry anws. lol and i realised i am th type who chi1 ruan3 bu4 chi1 ying4, th mre strict a tchr is, th mre i will rebutt, bt if th tchr tells me kindly, i would try to conform. i wore my skirt longer on wed morn okay, sadly ljz didnt see. tues orientation was packed full of activities, like th amazing race whr half of th cls went labrador park while my half went hort park to do some tasks. thn th funny thg is aft dat was mass dance and while i was standing still looking at th scs dance (cos i completely didnt get any steps frm th 2nd part of th dance), suddenly one of th scs came and asked me to follow her. thn it was revealed dat i was kidnapped. and in th end i spent 2hrs stuck within dat 1m by 1.5m area behind th hall locked up wif dingning and th kidnapees frm 5m and 5k. and we were given game of life to play for entertainment and sweets to eat. we totally had no aircon at th place we were luh. and yay to 5a cos i was th first to be saved frm dere :D campfire was cool cos it was th first time i experienced a campfire dere, excl th campfire at th amphitheatre outside th general office while i was in sec2 during bandcamp. dat didnt rly have much of a campfire feel. and we had cheering competition and tis campfire socialising game which was fun. lols. sch ended at 9pm and went home smelling like campfire ashes. wed was plainly competition games. th games were fairly fun and sch also ended early at 1.30pm. ohh lesson proper started tdy. i hate imagining how i have to study again. at least tutorials were spent mainly to intro ourselves so it was okay. and also thanks to th fire alarm causing us to skip 10mins or so of gp. dont rly like gp rawr. bt attended math and econs lectures whr lesson started. and i've got loads of reading up of tutorial materials to do. utterly turned off. went to vivo aft sch tdy to eat as a cls though around half of us went only cos sch ended at 2pm cos dere wasnt pw lecture. thn we ate at th sky garden th amphitheatre seats dere. and thn we played slapjack and we got damn high and kept screaming until all th guys abandoned us cos we were too noisy and went toys r us instead. and th climax was dat th loser had to prance on th grass patch so it was left wif stacy and haiwei competing among themselves and in th end they decided to do th forfeit tgt. lols and it was damn gay th rest of us sat at th seats and LOLed until our stomach hurt. okay so in th end we went to th mrt station and decided to take photo tgt. so we made shanice ask th lady in th mrt to help us take. it was damn retarded cos we started posing thn th mrt moved and we nearly fell. and we also asked another girl to help us take whn th guys came to find us ltr on since they were delayed cos they lost their bag claim tag in toys r us and were finding it. lol. went back on th same bus as des. he tinks we outcast th guys and was so sad. lol. anws during bio tutorial, my ct was talking abt her days in uni whn she studied biochemistry i tink. and th way she described th exams and learning system in uni turned me hell off. esp since she took up some science course which i initially intended to take up. so now im sincerely reconsidering even taking science courses in uni or not. im sincerely not th least bit interested in it and th only reason i would consider taking it is bcos i tink i can manage to do well in it and it is practical. i shld srsly reconsider. haish i would be surprised if in th end of it all, i would choose to take up a humans course in uni. bt dat may seem too rash. okay i'll just take it whn it comes. headaches ): dear god, dont let th feelings fade.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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