oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Tuesday, November 18, 2008
10:24 PM
took th chance dat i wouldnt get punished for being late and purposely took my time to get to band tdy.

reached at like 10:45am which is like 45mins late. bt nvms was th only one in my section agn so just practiced for awhile and went to help th jnrs. i swr i got super attacked by toh reon dat im nv gna go near him agn.

went to frangipani court to eat. first time i've been dere and dere was rather alot of ppl dere surprisingly for such an ulu place. hmm.

we had runs and captain's ball aft dat. not before some slacking time to digest our lunch.

trumpets ownsxzsxzsxzx hahahs. we won again(:

wasnt compulsory for snrs to stay back bt i didnt mind though cos it was fun. okay tis is totally gna be th only day of fun for th jnrs too. back to hardcore training aft tdy.


i can make myself not get affected. bt one day i guess i'll develop dat apathy and nthg's gna be th same anymre. tis time its different, it's not dat easy to just say it.

am i supposed to salvage it?

&still trying to find a happy ending