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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Friday, November 07, 2008
tdy is th last day of school for 2008.5:09 PM tis marks th end of my 4yrs in rv, however dere's another 2more yrs to go. aint th least bit looking forward to it bt i guess i just have to struggle thru dat 2more years of stress and mental turmoil. finally, everythg came to an end. so long to th torturous 9subjs years. im so glad i can give up those dreaded subjs le. however th coming of tis day sparked off th planning of our future. haish i seriously dno wad to do wif my future. my dream of being an air stewardess isnt practical for th long run. bt i dno wad i want to do in life. i hate commitments so i dunwan to take up some highly competitive courses. haish i seriously do not want to work in th field of science so it might seem rather unpractical to study sciences bt i only score well in sciences and not in th humans. so to take a degree which i have more confident of scoring well in, th only obvious choice is taking up science. haish. alrites i will nv ever consider taking engineering so physics is redundant. and of cos i wont take aerospace engineering luh. maybe biomed i guess. okay tinking abt wad i want to take in U is rly taxing. i tink i shld not tink abt my future too much. dere's another 2more yrs til i rly have to decide my U course so i hope by dat time i'll grow more mature and be able to weigh th importance of interest or societal pressure. just hope dat i'll be able to make a wise choice by thn and stand firmly to it through my undergrad years. someone still told me ytd dat women can marry rich men and do not have to worry so much abt career and living expenses while men live a tougher life cos they are th ones sustaining th family and have to get a job. okay im rather dependent so i wont go crazy overreacting to try to emphasise how women can be independent and need not marry rich men in order to lead a comfortable life. i'd rather depend on a man than face working stress. bt rich men dont drop frm th sky, so my dream is obviously not gna come true. i'll still depend on myself if dere's no one to depend on, so in a sense, im independent too(: lols yep i am. haish tdy was boring cos i didnt get to celebrate th end of school term. oh got back results too. was rather satisfactory. no one cried, no one got too emotional, no one was on a holiday mood. tis doesnt seem like th end of th days as a yr4 cls nor th end of school for th yr. its a rather weird feeling. and now i dno how to celebrate th hols alrdy. gawd. took some photos in cls though. th rest was taken using th cams to be uploaded on fb. here:  me, xq and grace! tis was our intended glam shot. lols took some ugly shots bt aint supposed to post it ><  me, ying and xq. ying's head looks small hahahs. xq's head is big, yep.  me, ying, chloe and xq! 2I'o6 and 4a'o8 ftw! its hard to erase these fond memories. if i were to be able to choose agn, i'll spend th last few yrs in rv wif th ppl i knew bcos of everythg they are and how they made me who i am. and though we may not have a common ground to be tgt anymre, bt th bond and th feelings shared, th ups and dwns throughout these 2yrs are sth to be kept in our hearts forever. love you guys lorryloads 4AbsoluteZero-ians'o8 <3 thanks to our 2 dear chairs, jiamin and kc for th highlighter and notes. and to hester for her note. thanks mrchoy for th photo and chow for his chopsticks frm kyoto(: it's hard not to feel that way, with all th thgs you've done.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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