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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Saturday, September 06, 2008
wasnt able to make it for 2I'o6 outing partly cos sx didnt wna go in th end and oso cos i am currently having a cold.8:40 PM im so sry to does expecting me to go for th outing. a huge sry, since i woke up at 1.45pm tdy and cant even make it for th lunch le. got th flu bug frm my parents. both of thm visited doctors le. and my mum asked me whether i wna go see th doctor too bt i refused. even if i wanted, i'll wait til sunday so i'll be able to take a mc for monday. how scheming is dat? lols. now im forced to walk ard th house holding a tissue box in my hand. and my tabletop is like piled wif used tissues. and it looks utterly gross if i didnt knw whose it belonged to. ohhs spent th aftnn watching tv and i watched tis variety show. totally apt to th topic me, xq and jr were discussing over lunch ytd. sun xie zhi (ying your fave guy^^) was saying abt how much he likes horror movies, thn he got to th topic of ghosts and he said dat whn couples are having sex, dere would be ghosts standing ard thm to wait for a chance to reincarnate. totally freaked me out. thn chenyi added on saying he believes him and said dat whn we are talking abt ghosts, they will be crowding ard us to hear wad we say abt thm. gross rites?! and dat was exactly wad xq said previously whn we were talking abt ghosts at nite in th mrt station last time and we totally freaked out. omg hope they're not watching me blog abt thm lorhhs>.< okaes tis is such a scary topic so i shant continue. it is true whn we say everything changes and only change is constant. love is for one sth dat changes. tis weak bond formed btwn a male and a female dat everyone believes fervently in and yt few even felt th mere true existance of it? it definitely causes grief and sorrow yt dere's no other solution than to immerse oneself in another vicious cycle. and yt one by one, everybody jumps into tis endless bottomless pit, deluding thmselves dat tis is th most beautiful thing in th world. i understand your feelings, rly i do. though i might not have felt love th way you did before, bt someday i will. and i'll rmb wad you said. i'll treasure it. and by thn maybe i will understand wad you mean by loving until you can only see his good and not his bad. and you rly touched me whn you said dat although he has broken up wif you, you regret not doing mre for him whn you were tgt. i knw dat is called love.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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