oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Friday, September 19, 2008
10:02 PM
i am so paranoid of getting mind blank during an essay test. dat would be disastrous.

phew i was able to memo some points frm broader perspective right before th test since i didnt touch it ytd. was able to regurgitate some examples frm dere too.

okay i totally pray and hope for some points to come naturally to me during th eoys or i'll be so dead.

anws evolution in bio lessons totally sparked off some controversial issues btwn christianity and atheism. cant point out my views cos everyone would obviously claim im having a biased stand. esp th person beside me who keeps exclaiming, "incest!" i only have to say we shldnt look at thgs so superficially. and "the God delusion" is just some dumb old bk luhhs.

during chi lesson, we talked abt th Mind Your Body issue in The Straits Times abt teenage sex ytd. hahahs i totally read it! hmms i rmb reading th article ytd and someone pointed out dat though singapore teenagers dun seem to talk abt sexual issues much, they are all doing it. okays i admit i used to tink dat everyone my age were pure innocent virgins but i tink we're too restricted in our small little community to understand wad's going on outside. just like in rv whr everyone is generally mre civilised and well mannered than those students in neighbourhood schs (no offense), i guess everyone's a virgin, or at least 99.9% of us. so its hard swallowing th fact dat 3000+ female teenagers went for abortion last yr. dat's a tumultous amt luhhs.

so i told grace abt it and i was discussing some stuffs abt abstinence wif her. lols shant post abt my personal thoughts and all cos i might get sent to th sch counsellor or sth LOL. fine it's not dat serious bt... yea.

i agree singapore is an open-minded society now. due to western influences sadly. so we shld just live in our time and generation.

went to eat wif th section plus sylvia and jr plusplus jocelyn's fren. thn only rachael, sylvia, jr, yl, me, jocelyn and her fren went to th lib to study. and i ended up copying th whole set of stats notes frm jr and rachael since mrchoy NEVER completes th notes wif us.

anws we're going out to study tml also. meeting at 9am since i inferred dat th someone they meant who will cfm be late is me. total lack of slp bt whatevr. im so behind th syllabus due to my habit of dozing off in cls. gah.

okays shall help jr complete his chem assg by tml. since i copied wholesale frm grace, i wanted to redo it properly and jr totally doesnt mind me doing th assg for him. LOL xD

dinners now(:

i get so contented getting dat very glimpse of you.

&still trying to find a happy ending