oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Thursday, September 11, 2008
11:29 PM
dere's sth wrong wif my life.

firstly, im so having dark circles ard my eyes. first time ever. good time to spam geri's dark circle eye cream though. have been slping at 1am plus tis few days cos i feel uncomfortable slping early. dat's utterly weird.

secondly, i tink im suffering frm anorexia. for th past few days i totally have absolutely no appetite to eat at all. and i plainly just drink and eat snacks only. grace tinks im anorexic and wna stuff me wif swts. told my dad at home dat dinner was my first meal of th day and my eldest bro whispered to my dad dat im anorexic. dat whisper was damn loud okay? okays srsly im not anorexic, ppl.

thirdly, my mind is owaes preoccupied wif some stuffs dat make me drift off halfway during lessons and unable to slp at nite. tis is bad ):

argh.

maybe grace was right all along. he's draining up my energy. my aura is being sucked dry. i tink he's a vampire ):

got back progress rpt and deproved a little. but im rather immune and neutral to it all le. even though dere's tis idiotic huge attn seeking C6 lying on my progress rpt dat refused to be moderated, im still being optimistic(:

anws sx and me handed in th $500 deposit late and cant go to nztrip anymre. so cx got a refund of her deposit since we werent going. so now i wna go shanghai trip dat i was chosen for initially and am making cx and sx go oso. however, i've been too lazy asking th tchr for th form. doubt we can go still since they were collecting th $300 deposit on tues le.

i tink i'll just be left stranded on tis island.



and im so obviously gna exceed my sms limit yt agn. and im so stressed bcos of some certain diplomatic thingy. it's gna eat into my pockets and drain me pennyless. rawr.

and i swr i have tis affinity wif ___s! coincidentally.

you're just so darn cute(: and your every word just creates those butterflies in my stomach. *swoons*

&still trying to find a happy ending