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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Saturday, July 05, 2008
huipeng is easily distracted.1:40 AM spent a few hours bloghopping whn i just wanted to come online to find someone to ask abt dact's timing tml. as you noe, dact doesnt send me mails. and i just realised frm kc dat they sent th mails to some mysterious huipeng-neo@hotmail.com instead. dun even noe if some other huipeng who uses dat email will feel weird receiving mails to inform he/she abt going for some strange dact service learning thingy. he/she must have thought dact is some scamming agency, i suspect. okaes so surfed th net for a few hours before deciding to bathe. okaes i just bathed finished. speech day rehearsal was boring agn cos fanfare ppl have to sit at th gallery and stone as usual. watched some random chinese storytelling thing dat was totally inaudible. if not for my knowledge abt th story beforehand cos i heard it whn i was younger, i would have catched no ball. and for th violin perf, th ending note was played wif such a high frequency over th human comfortable range dat i noticed our whole row of th fanfare ppl jerked backwards simultaneously. LOL. was totally pissed wif some particular person who was commenting on our band perf for being not tgt. and SHE totally made us play agn. shant mention who she is lest she sues me. she has got loads of money as so i heard. wad to play tgt agn and i kept moving my body, kicking my legs in th air and randomly looking in th audience as i played (sry xq) to make th perf look casual cos i was in no mood to play srsly le. and rachael was funny wif her offensive hand action. i, too, was super pekchek le. had to choreograph dance moves for jap graf. i provided some random moves which was being used. hahas recalls th hand wavey action. unglam but funny! anw we all concluded we shall use dat action since we arent th ones performing. and i still told rachael i wouldnt dance if i knew such unglam moves were in it. omg hahs. totally seeked attn at th track cos loads of bandsmen had punishment for LOSING TUNERS (glares at yulu), dropping instrus/mouthpieces, misplacing stands/files etc and weird sebby wanted to hold th punishments at th track. i totally had to do double punishment cos of th exco/sl reason. and yulu was emphasising how i shld do triple and xq totally agreed. immediately agreed wif rachael dat main comm is triple oso. wth thn my dear trpts accompanied xq, rachael and me to do our double punishment. thn since yulu cant do th holding position thingy, she started going to learn th dance moves instead since she had a choice not to do since th rest were just accompanying us. instigated th section to shout "thank you yulu" since she was th culprit for th lost tuner and yt she totally went to slack. *slaps* okaes she was guilty since i suaned her alotalot. randomly being very loveydovey wif baby tdy. hahs. and we totally kept hugging and kissing each other lyk multiple tyms tdy. made daphine feel so jealous and we told her to do wad we did wif xq. LOL and xq said they no nid to show their love to everyone and thn made daphine ignore us. thn we forced jieren and sebby to follow wad we do and started using reverse psychology by saying dat they're not man enuf and jieren immediately agreed. so we kissed agn and forced jieren and sebby to kiss. thn jieren took out th fan (our dance prop) and cover his and sebby's face and they pretended to kiss. LOL. good enuf try cos it was funny xD thanks for th compliments frm baby's and daphine's frens whom i haf no idea who they are^^ im happy tdy cos baby said she's proud to have a chio baby. and im obviously proud to have a prettaye bimbo as my baby rites? hahs i noe you love being called prettaye. hehs. went to je for dinner wif jieren, sylvia, xq, baby, daphine and yulu until 9.30pm. stayed to gossip. LOL. baby asked me whyy i knew so much gossips and i srsly dno how i noe so much too. she claims it's ppl lyk her who tell me dat's whyy i noe de>.< its ironical saying "i love you forever" one moment and breaking up another moment. he and she were thought to share a strong bond. she was owaes dere for him and laughing at his jokes and he was owaes dere for her, asking her if she was alrite whn she seemed dwn. they shared years of memories but yt aft these yrs, they seemed to have strayed apart somehow. rmb th contentment she felt just bcos he gave her something. th joy she felt cos he gave her a heart-shaped keyring for valentine's. rmb th tyms whn she let him kiss her cheeks bcos dat's th most she could go. she retained her tears and sadness whn he forgot her bday. he promised to bring her to th flyer to make up for it. but he didnt. th accumulated apathy caused th breakup, i presume. and it isnt a good reason to just apologise and say you dun love her anymre. i recall th stupid me, being touched as he sang my fave song to me even though he doesnt sing dat well. as we bickered to decide who shld put dwn th phone first, he told me "i love you" and asked to say it. i cant rly rmb but i guess i did say dat to him. going frequently to his house and just sitting on his bed, listening to his ipod and reading his bk "5 people you meet in heaven". he lended his ipod to me and i accidentally deleted all his music files whn i got home. he played it very well and i wanted to learn frm him. he wanted to get for me th creative zen i wanted to get oh-so-much. and him being scolded by his frens for showing me favouritism in th game he played. i swear i felt recognised, his family members knew who i was. but i wouldnt say we steaded cos tis lasted only awhile and as we walk past each other now, we barely talk. anw dat was 3yrs back and i was real silly thn. i hvnt blogged abt him before cos at th tym i started blogging, we werent close anymre. he's th only guy i liked not being under my pai type. tinking abt their failed relationship has brought back these past memories. haish. but i guess i love him no mre too. nor did i even love him frm th start?
&still trying to find a happy ending
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