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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008
slept at 3.50am tis morn.11:28 PM was studying maths halfway until i fell aslp at 11+pm and woke up agn at 2.30am realising i've yt to study finish so i continued til 3.50am. wasnt in a stable nor clear state of mind throughtout th day and was having moments of mindblankness during th math test. but i tried to calm myself dwn and tink straight and it helped abit. tho' i still didnt noe how to do a supposedly easy qn. was self-condemning. nearly forgot to bring my buddy (btw her name's emily) back frm th library aft maths test. was very flustered then. brought th nz ppl ard to look at th ccas. stayed in th canteen aft dat to complete some cid tasks. while walking to th bus stop outside sch, i suddenly felt a surge of emoness due to my lost wallet. haish i sincerely cant get over it. took 97 wif sx and didnt talk to her. she told me to cheer up and i didnt reply cos i was sincerely depressed and felt lyk crying. thn she had to resort to smsing me tho' she was sitting right beside me. she told me not to make myself emo cos it oso wun help th situation. her words do make sense but i replied dat i cant help it. haish. smsed shinzu too. developed serious migraine on th bus trip. partly due to lack of slp and oso due to tinking too much abt my wallet. lied on sx's shoulders and slept thru th bus ride. woke up feeling much btr. haish. however i cant help feeling depressed whn i get recalled of my wallet. even now. sighs. welcome to my and my baby piglet rly does cheer me up.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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