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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Monday, April 14, 2008
picked up $2 frm th ground at raffles place mrt station aft bringing th nz students on a city tour. told cx dat if you pick money frm th ground, you will in turn lose some money cos wif a windfall, dere'll be a reverse effect. placed th $2 in my file and joked wif cx dat ltr i'll lose my money or sth.9:08 PM and dere. such words owaes do come true, when you least expected it. alighted at boonlay and tapped my card. placed my wallet on my file and i hugged my file, tinking dat i'll be taking th bus so i'd just keep my wallet out. wanted to get some swts frm ntuc in jp. walked to th swts aisle and dropped my wallet. picked it up agn and continued placing it on my file. and seeing th queue so long, i did not buy th swts and went to watsons and guardian instead to look at some other things. and so i still did not get anyth and i walked towards th bus stop. then suddenly i got recalled of my wallet and i found it gone. and i retraced my steps and did not find it anywhr. went to th info counter and reported lost item and went to check another 2 tyms to no avail. told my mum and she parked outside jp and waited for me to check th places agn. it was in vain so she drove me back home. felt damn depressed. cried lyk shyt. but all those tears did not bring back my wallet. other than th cash amounting to $60++, i still haf my precious deardear ezlink and passport photos frm sec1 til now. other useless stuffs i didnt rly care dat was in my wallet were my temp num membership card, my expired popular card, 2 sentosa entry passes, 2 neoprints wif shashas, $2 discount off gv movie tix. wlaos felt lyk dying immediately and felt on th verge of death. my mum laughed at me for harbouring such thoughts and said dat i'll be on th headlines if i do so. but i sincerely had a serious migraine and felt so not in th mood to go to sch tml. adding to th math test im so unprepared for. continued crying over dinner and my dad was seriously affected and gave me his ezlink and $50. and my mum gave me th additional $10 and another $10 to top up th ezlink card. continued crying lyk shyt and told my parents all abt my deardear ezlink and passport photos and they commented dat i could buy another ezlink and take mre passport photos. but i noe it will nv be th same.. was consoled by my dad cos he said at least im safe and its just monetary stuffs and he was willing to return me. and he said it was worst if he ever lost his wallet and must make police report cos he has his credit cards and ic. he said dat someone might sell his ic to th loan sharks and we would haf pig heads hung on our gate. thn my mum and dad volunteered to go to jp agn to find my wallet at th places i told them i went. they returned back home le but couldnt find it. they got th info counter's number so i can call to check if i want. haish i sincerely doubt it'll ever come back into my arms. told cx and she thought i was joking bcos of th earlier stuffs i told her. haish she consoled me and told me her fren lost her wallet and some kind soul brought it to her house. was sincerely quite consoled but i realised i did not haf any address in my wallet so i sinked into greater depression. oso told shinzu cos i was smsing her at dat point in jp prior to losing my wallet. she consoled me too. was very much consoled. haish but im freaking depressed at tis point of tym. bt all my tears haf dried up. im deprived of my emotions cos all th sadness is wearing me out. sighs. wad an idiot i am. hates. th world is so freaking bleak.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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