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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
i owaes feel so emo bcos of such stuffs. argh bt i'll try to forget it all.12:09 PM aniwaes went to dhoby ghaut to meet cx and sx aft their cip just now to check out 'the battle box' for cid4. cx had korean lessons so she left when i arrived at 4pm. so me and sx went to fort canning park. then we bought th $5 child tix cos th person secretly gave us discount frm th $8 adult tix. we asked th ticketing person whether we could take photos cos we nid it to make some activities for th nzlanders coming then she was lyk pointing us to a notice dat stated no photography or videorecording. then sx told th person we nid to take for a project and th woman totally told us to take a fast one whn th guide not looking. hahas. we followed a grp of americans into 'the battle box'. thn th guide was quite weird. hahas. some weird indian man. then he lyk keep giving me and sx special attn-.- lyk keep calling us to stand in th front to see the moving figurines. and told us if we dno anyth ltr can ask him agn. and oso allowed us to walk ard freely wherever we want to see th rooms aft the whole guided session. LOL. sx was totally frightened by all th lifelike figurines and totally kept freaking out and i had to let her hold my arm put my arms ard her to calm her dwn. LOL. and i totally took loads of photos dere cos th guide didnt even care aniwaes. hahahs. aft dat we left and we went to th 'fort gate' to see whether we could bring th nzlanders dere too since sx said mrchoy told her and cx dat dere were tombstones dere. whn we walked to th fort gate, dere were some ppl dere doing some photoshoot or filming or sth. then we lyk couldnt go under th fort gate cos they were lyk ba zhaning dere. so me and sx sat at a table near dere to discuss th qns we could ask th nzlanders. then a guy frm dat initial grp of ppl started approaching us and asked me for my number. such stuffs owaes happen whn im wif sx larhhs-.- and i had a real hard tym rejecting th guy and he kept insisting for me to gif him my number and still told me his name. he still added dat his frens haf been observing me for very long since th photoshoot le. and i kept nudging sx privately wanting her to help me and she just told th guy she respected my decision. lols and i recalled th previous tym tis happened in th library and i nudged sx bt she refused to say anyth to help me so at least dere was an improvement>.< so i told him, "can i reject?" and he was lyk bent on making me say. then some grp of his frens started approaching us wif those filming camera and took us larhhs-.- wth. and i refused until he obliged. and i felt so apologetic and said sorry to him. okaes and sx kept asking me whether i felt paiiseh and said she understood. hahs alrites? thn sx said she wanted to go to th 'fort gate' to take photos dere and i totally made her not go dere cos i was reluctant to see dat guy agn. horrors. thn we went to th 'spice garden' and fed mosquitoes and of cos took photos. wtf larhhs i totally had 4 huge mosquito bites. thn we went to th 'archeological site' to take mre photos. thn dere was tis grp of tourist. hongkongers i presume wif a guide. so me and sx totally stood near them to hear wad th guide is saying in chinese. lols. so aft dat sx wanted to go to th singapore river dere and i totally convinced her not to cos i dun wna continue feeding mosquitoes. so we headed for 'the cathay' (AGAIN cos i went dere last wk wif th 4a ppl) to go num look at th bags. dere was lyk no stocks for th bag wif th type of texture i wanted so i didnt get it. went to plazasing to eat dinner wif sx at the foodcourt (AGAIN too). went to yamaha to look at th mouthpieces. wanted to get a soft case for my trpt but th design sucked. so i didnt get it. i shall go band world get((: sx was totally engaging in a conversation wif th guy dere abt playing th clarinet and which mouthpiece is good, whether th ligature improves tone etc. LOL. then some other guy working dere too joined th conversation and asked us wad sch we were frm. thn he immed exclaimed "oh ms chan peck suan!" LOL and immed clenched his fists tgt to show respect and all. hahas and said dat ms chan is a very good conductor in sgp and became famous aft making yuhua get gold in syf. thn aft knowing he played th trombone, i uncontrollably asked him some qns on trpt mouthpieces etc. hahs and he said stork mouthpiece is good and i no nid see th yamaha ones le. no wonder mschan totally keep buying stork for us luhhs. thn suddenly th man started saying they want hold master cls le and collect money to teach ppl-.- okaes so th shop was lyk totally wanting to close le and we were th only ppl inside so we left. so me and sx sat different mrts back home. i had to transfer at raffles place bt i mistook and alighted at cityhall. tho' i was oso able to transfer train dere bt i had to walk quite far. so i decided to shun bian go to th num shop at citylink mall to see if they had th bag i wanted. then i went dere and enquired and they said th bag was an older model so dun haf stocks le. so i decided to get th new model de in th end. th bag totally costs $189 larhhs. then th guy dere told me to apply for member so in th end i just nid to pay $180.10 incl membership fee. so since its obviously cheaper, i applied. so now im officially a member of NUM. hahahs. gna get laopo th num racerback she wanted((: ermms at least i can provide her th membership discount since im broke le>.< argh spent lyk $300+ just for today-.- wad a spendthrift i am>.< adding to th $180.10 for th bag, i oso bought a year's supply of contacts costing $139 incl th solution. i feel so self-condemning and haf decided to be penny wise, pound WISE too. tho lyk my mum paid for most of th stuffs i bought but i shall still save to answer to my own conscience. haish tired. and i nid to complete th cid stuffs and damn physics midyr paper haunts my every thought. drained. but i cant rely on your reminders anymre. cos you dun seem to be dere at all.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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