oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Wednesday, April 16, 2008
10:38 PM
didnt haf my ezlink tdy for th jurong island trip and th usually nice mrlee just had to rub it in.


was alrdy very sad abt my wallet and mrlee started condemning me abt not having my ezlink and dat i had to wait outside jurong island for 2hrs for thm to come out agn cos i cnt go in w/o my ezlink. not dat i want it to happen lorhhs. was totally veryvery demoralised. and he seemed to just be adding salt to my wound. felt damn emo throughout th bus journey and grace was nice enuf to offer to stay outside wif me if ever i were to be denied entry. and shermian wanted to bomb th place dwn. hahs. was touched and it did cheer me up a little.


so in th end they didnt check our ezlink so i could enter. th woman guide wanted us to write abt th chem gallery on our blogs. so here i am writing it on my blog. was nice larhhs but i sincerely wanted to go to th cactus garden mre.


i owaes sink into depression whn im lyk in bus rides cos it makes me tink alot and th only thing i could tink abt was my missing wallet. i so cant get over it but i trust time will heal all wounds. but right at tis moment im still suffering frm its aftereffect.


and i owaes tink back abt wad i shld haf done. how i shld haf placed my wallet in my bag instead of hugging it wif my file. how i shld have topped up my ezlink so at least th money would be transferred to my new card. haish i swear i shldnt tink abt those. im lyk so affected right now.


but i got to thank those ppl dat showed concern over my depression:


grace

shermian

shinzu

yingying

shixian

chingxin

eileen

jiaxu

khengchuan

veronwoon

jillian

yulu


thanks guys. even if im still depressed right now, you all rly did cheer me up.


and im sad to say i haf to get my passport photo back frm one of my jnrs cos i gave 3 of them my passport photo each upon request and now i nid to make my new ezlink and i dun wna take another passport photo. lucky i gave 3 of them or none of my passport photos would be ard now. argh depressing thought.


and i totally haf to call th nlb and transitlink to cancel my ezlink cos grace told me dat th person dat took my wallet would be able to borrow books under my name. called them just now but it was after their office hrs so it was only th operating machine talking crap.


haish.


life's such a bitch, sincerely.

&still trying to find a happy ending