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Thursday, March 06, 2008
totally didnt study ss ytd luhhs. started studying ard 11.15pm but my eyes kept closing uncontrollably and i totally slpt at 11.30pm-.- tried to on the alarm to wake me up at 5am to study BUT knowing how i am in the morning, i practically offed the alarm and continued slping. i SINCERELY cant wake up in the morn pls-.-11:02 PM and dear totally slpt early and ignored my plea for her to accompany me in studying. totally made me feel mre drained. and sleepy. realised i had lots of tym ytd bt i was totally engrossed in my blog archives written way back whn i was in sec2. cant believe how naive and childish i was back then. and dat i kept blogging bout mundane stuffs and enclosing stupid confidential info of my life back then. to tink if it was shown to the world now, my life would be ruined. and i sincerely tink i haf a short term memory. i seemed to forget lots of "significant" events dat took place in th past and was suddenly recalled of it whn i looked thru those posts. gawd. i swear im a different person altgt now. and i dun engage in those stuffs dat i tink might haf appealed to me then. i feel damn noob. argh. esp the way i phrased my words. and today was totally my turn to haf dat heart-to-heart talk wif llm. she condemned my hair YT AGAIN. and she was so not gentle lyk how grace made her out to seem. she was pressurising and intimidating. gosh agrees wif dear dat she has totally got to haf a twin wif different personality. her personality change is sincerely drastic pls. shant elaborate on wad she said but she just kept claiming i am easily distracted, haf low confidence and motivation-.- gosh. and she forced me to increase my expectations of myself. to tink i went back home and told my mum bout the expectations i wrote and she was alrite wif it. to tink llm claims my parents would not be satistfied wif it. i was just trying to be practical and modest pls. wdv. ate wif xq and dear just now in commonwealth ljs. totally didnt want to go de lorhhs. wanted to leave xq and dear alone on their scandalous rendevous. but xq was totally giving me tis shocked face when i wanted to walk off and i had no choice bt to obliged in going. i swear th feelings seem to haf faded. haish. ss paper was manageable surprisingly. not as tough as i expected it to be. and i shall emphasise ernestchia is damn cute can. anytym btr than our current tchr. got back physics. totally got the first C5 of the yr. dammit. argh>.< slaps self. aniwaes to start a brand new topic, an interesting article came out in urban today, titled "Their Ideal Woman". quotes frm article, "Men are visual creatures and are interested in a woman based on her appearance first and her inner qualities second." i shall agree vehemently. men are totally visual creatures. sheesh. but i shant be sexist, cos i haf to agree too dat women are oso visual creatures larhhs. who isnt? just dat men tend to express it outwardly so we tend to feel dat they're mre superficial. and to tink the top 3 criteria are "takes care of her appearance and dresses well", "doesnt mind me hanging out with my female pals" and "enjoys hanging out with my guy friends". okaes larhhs i tink these criteria are quite reasonable larhhs. not overly demanding or wad. however i totally condemn guys dat voted for "offering to pay her share on dates". if the guy initiated the dates, they shld be the ones paying. not dat im cheapskate or anyth. but i just feel dat such ppl are so ungentlemanly pls. dats whyy i shall totally remain lesb rites? at least girls exhibit similar characteristics. hahs and i dun haf to wait for the guy to initiate anyth cos both of us are girls and i can totally initiate freely. LOL.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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