oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Saturday, March 22, 2008
5:09 PM
photos frm ytd's outing.




yulu and liling!




jillian!




our cute sec1 isa! (she's a violent little girl>.<)




dongying!





and our only sec3 guy boonchong! he look's super cute in tis photo lorhhs. photogenic((:







ohhyarhhs did i mention dat its a trpt's tradition to haf only 1 guy every batch? starting frm 2 batches abv us. before dat, dere is lyk only 1 girl in th batch. cos th intake of guys in th past was lyk significantly higher than girls. LOL it seems dat th number of guys in band is rapidly declining. no wonder weak girls lyk me are expected to move th percussion instrus le. hahas.


went d-act just now. th talk by dat doctor was quite alright larhhs. not exactly boring but i tink th whole session is too long le wif no break in btwn. til th extend dat i was fidgeting on my seat. and dere was tis weird girl in front of me and emily. we were lyk utterly freaked out. ewww.





met xq and grace aft d-act. they went for rmun and ended at 11am. they waited for me at j8 til 12.30pm. paiiseh, made thm so hungry and all. so veron, jiamin, geri, grace, xq and me went subway to eat. lols and i was nearly revealed of my future ambition. hahas phew~





and i swear weird ppl do exist in tis world. and i dno whyy they dun realise they are. but maeb i, too, am weird bt i feel dat im not.





and i shall acclaim dat i suffer frm dementia totally. argh. lyk how just now i dun rly get alot of stuffs they were talking just now and they had to keep repeating. then how they all alighted frm th train and i said bye to them, w/o realising dat i was supposed to alight too-.- OMG serious degeneration of brain cells>.<



maeb dementia isnt rly a bad thing. at least w/o th capability of thinking straight, life would be much simpler.





its hard trying to savage a degrading situation.
and i dno how to go abt doing it.
bt as i look at you, i cant help bt tink of solutions to tis complete mess.
maeb im demanding too much frm you.
and you dun have th obligation towards me.
bt th mre i try not to notice, th mre affected i felt.
and you just seem to stray away frm me.
further and further away.
and wads left btwn us is th deafening silence.
th loudest noise of all.
and as i try to seem unaffected by your neglect.
as i conversed and laughed.
th words, th laughter.
was just an empty void.




i lay my love on you, its all i wna do.

&still trying to find a happy ending