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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Wednesday, March 05, 2008
*huipeng will nv see tis part of today's entry*5:48 PM huipeng is a jealous woman. her jealousy got the btr of her bcos someone owaes smile at others bt not her. and obviously we all noe dat huipeng lyks dat someone's smile. and since huipeng was not able to make dat someone smile, she became jealous as others could. and the result of keeping her jealousy to herself is emoing. so i shall condemn huipeng at the moment. (first step to ANTI-narcissism.) *ends* my whole body was aching tis morn. i tink received too many pushup forfeit for the mini cls competition during pe. gosh im weak. my body's deteriorating. ohhyarhhs told grace and xq ytd dat i dear was totally reminding me in cls just now bout how i used to not recognise her presence last yr. its quite true, knowing dat i dno dat she didnt go for obs nor went to the 3a chalet last yr. hahs. i oso dno wad made me develop interest in her tis yr. and she claims she tot i was dao last yr cos i owaes replied her wif short sentences. to tink i dun even remember. its either i haf a short term memory or dat i sincerely didnt feel her presence last yr. LOL. (blogger sucks man, decided to stay on in band for yr5&6. actually wanted to quit band cos of some mental stress, however whenever im in band, i feel a sense of belonging and am owaes overwhelmed by the music, esp since fellow bandmen are playing tgt. and i esp lyk those extra insignificant parts of the music dat nv fail to make me high. and i love performing in band. therefore, i shall convince the twtq members to stay on in band. knowing dat i owaes succumb to peer pressure, who noes i might quit if they insist on quiting. so i shall influence them before they are able to influence me>.< and i shall encourage sec4s wanting to change cca to join band too^^ esp close frens. i want to join another cca too lorhhs. lyk experience some mre active and outdoor cca. but i shall quit it if i cant manage 2 ccas. we shall see bout dat. wants to watch juno and L change the world. arghs. watching L wif shashas and shall force dear to watch juno and some other movies wif me^^ but first, i haf to cross the last hurdle: ss test. damn ):
&still trying to find a happy ending
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