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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Saturday, March 29, 2008
had d-act today and had to visit brighthill evergreen home.10:33 PM hahas to tink me and xq were wearing 'couple' tees, he wearing 'mr noisy' and me wearing 'little miss splendid'. LOL cos he was lyk asking me whether he shld wear dat ytd nite and asked me to join him in wearing. aniwaes, it wasnt rly a dementia patients home or wad lorhhs. just a normal nursing home. just dat some of them have dementia. tho' we didnt even noe who are those. didnt rly put to use th knowledge bout dementia we learnt frm th talks. grace and i were lyk damn anti-social. i felt totally weird interacting wif them cos firstly, we had some communication barrier, and secondly, i dno how to strike up a conversation wif them, esp if they look dao. didnt want to start a conversation wif those dao-looking ones cos i dunlyk being ignored. and xq was totally socialising well wif th auntie larhhs. LOL and i swear dere are lots of internal conflicts btwn th residents and weird stuffs bout tis uncle. ermms regarding his sexual orientation-.- okaes and im quite disturbed by th fact dat th nursing home is located beside th crematorium. is totally th second tym seeing such an arrangement, th first being cx's grandfather's columbarium. hmms, and th auntie xq was entertaining was lyk telling us some morbid stuffs bout th handling of th corpses. *gasps* and i was somewad told dat th old folks werent rly treated well. not sure. aiya but some of them didnt lyk staying at th nursing home bt were forced to bcos they were abandoned by their children or had some form of handicap. haish its quite saddening. and it reminds me dat i owaes joke wif my dad bout sending him to th old folk's home. LOL i wont larhhs. im not heartless de kaes((: went to eat mos burger aft dat at j8. then went over to acjc for fun-o-rama. reached buona vista at around 3pm to meet up wif sylvia, jr, daniel and kenneth. walked to acjc and met up wif jillian, yl and bc. to tink our $80 worth of tix had only $20++ remaining. deplete lyk damn fast. hahas and rachael wasnt wif th section cos she was lyk... elsewhere wif.... someone else. LOL. met wif our trpt snrs, mich, yc, yy and th previous yr snr zd. okaes and totally felt scammed by mich's game stall. lyk payed $4 to get 3 fruitplus larhhs. shyt hell. and yy's game stall wasnt any btr, $4 for 2lolly. and played some random game and payed $6 for 3fruitplus and one chocwafflebiscuit. total scam. arghs. okaes so we realised dere was a acjc merchandise sale and mich brought us dere. me and xq bought a file and a notebk each. it has th words "1 <3 AC" on them. lols want to fake ac-ian cos our uniforms are similar. okaes got scammed by th shyt salesperson by claiming dere isnt red coloured heart file. and so i got yellow and xq got blue. and noob yl got th red one aft going back dere agn to buy. dumbass larhhs she, not even donning th 'ac look-a-like' uniform still want get th file to look ac-ian. alrites so took th bus to je and jr, sylvia, xq and me went to eat. then aft dat we went to the arcade aft xq's suggestion. i've owaes wanted to go de lorhhs, just dat no one wants to play wif me. so at long last dere came tis suggestion and i gladly obliged^^ played daytona lyk hell. spent ard $10 luhhs. somemre i got a tapz card((: i've owaes wanted to own one>.< hahas and th design was changed. i realised i suck at daytona larhhs. must train mre in manual mode. i lyk keep drifting and th car rear keeps hitting th side of th track, causing my car to lose ctrl and lose spd. sheesh damn pissed. to tink i got owned by 2 auto players, sylvia and xq. hahas and they kept reciting dat auto rawks-.- LOL and finally in th last race i got 1st. whees~ and i owned jr too((: by tyconess cos it skidded at th last sec and overtook jr>.< hahs fun. i must play mre often xD alrites so we left th arcade at 8.45pm. th arcade is one addictive place. and it sucks $$. i received $10 for today's expenditure and used $20+. wlaos broke. hahas alrites and thanks cx and sx for offering their today to shop for a present for my bday. lols heard th rest pangsehhed them and refused to turn up. LOL. alrites, i hope nxt wk will be a btr wk. cos wif th presence of my bday, i shall hope for a happier me. and dat i shant be too stressed for bio and physics test. for all you noe my bday will oso be my death anniversary. okaes dat sounds rather pessimistic. haish. high school never ends.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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