oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Sunday, March 23, 2008
1:08 AM
even tho' im sexually disorientated, im still a woman.

and we're meant to be weak and frail.

and i am.

i simply hate th feeling of reject. and it's preventing me frm expressing wad i feel. cos you seem to possess dat power. and i've owaes been torn apart.

as she said, you're difficult to get close to.

but as i've promised you, i'll still be here.

and i'll heed your advice on dat one thing. tho' you might just be joking over it, but i just cant stand the neglect anymre.

and one day if you see a changed me, you'll understand.

at least dere lies no silence nor deliberate ignorance btwn us anymre.

but deep dwn, we noe th void hasnt been filled at all.

&still trying to find a happy ending