oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Tuesday, February 26, 2008
9:48 PM
9:48 PM




damn. had a real bad day in sch today.


being dao-ed by dear thru out lessons. gosh. unbearable.


went off to cca emo-ly and immediately laopo asked if i was emo. she said she was emo today too. she was totally condemning me when i told her whyy. said i betrayed her. hahs.


was so emo during band and my jnrs tot i was still pissed wif them frm last prac. however, the disappointment during the mocktest aggravated my emoness and explains for my harshness. haish disappointing results in some of you. esp cant accept mistakes dat haf be told to you all umpteen tyms and yt you all cont to commit it. you all shld noe i seldom scold you all, so you all shld noe the seriousness. at least the thing dat consoled me was the fact dat some ppl improved.


loved the trpt call today. sounded so grand^^


remained emo aft band and gim asked whyy i looked so tired and xq said i was troubled. hahs totally revealed me, but i kept denying dat nth's wrong. then gim cont asking whyy i was troubled in bus 97. i tink i looked troubled while i was smsing larhhs.


was totally contemplating whether to sms dear and ask her whyy she dao me. haish she said she was okay larhhs. totally told her not to dao me anymre le. it was traumatising sincerely.


argh.


hate it>.<















i still prefer your smile.

&still trying to find a happy ending