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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Friday, October 26, 2007
no whr else to go today aft sch, but we had to celebrate "last day" of sch.10:56 PM sx, cx and xq decided come my house cos we were on a tight budget and cnt afford going shopping or watching movies. so ended up playing 'game of life' and 'cluedo' (harry potter version). ohh yarhhs and received my report slip today. did alrites larhhs. average in my cls, maeb even one of the bottom actually. tho' i try to tell myself not to base so much on merit but tis world is hypocritical even by itself. ppl sae one thing and do another. even if i rly want to cordon myself away frm such practicality, i end up manupulating myself. i end up further and deeper in self-condemnation. i try to drill into myself. "marks arent the most impt". truckloads of crap. trying to turn a blind eye to the world's standards. deep dwn, only whr i noe and understand myself, the veil lifts to show a self even i may condemn. as i delve deeper into the uncertainties of the world, i soon realise nth's mre impt than result. and to tink i was deluded all my life. the contradiction they inculcate in us. fk lwf, deprive us frm cid extended learning. we are so not in anymre.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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