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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
its been long.. too long.. but at least im back.2:07 PM still got papers to go but no mood studying aft todays complete failure in physics. damn. ohh decided to blog cos i was rummaging thru some stuffs in my home and found out sth. sth earth-shattering. my purpose of turning on the com is actually to watch trailers of "lust, caution" dat i've been so wanting to watch but its nc16. saddened. the actual r21 one was even better, wif more sex and violence (not implying dat im watching for the sexual scenes). reviews said 90% of the sex and violence scenes are cut off to aim at younger audiences but the rating decreased frm 5 starts to 3.5 cos the sex and violence parts had a significant role in the entire plot. okaes but dats besides the point. have you ever cried aft reading an emotional story or letter? i swear i have never cried regardless of how touching a story may be. but just minutes ago my tears rolled down aft reading a letter dat wasnt even dedicated to me. however it was so emotional dat i cant control. adding to the fact dat it was so real. a shame dat wasnt showed to who it was written to. if it was written to me, i would be living in regret all my life. it was just so true. and yet i didnt noe aft all these yrs. aft saying so much, you would still catch no ball. maeb i would tell you if i am close enuf to you. haish it was so heart wrenching. so it is rly true dat incidents dat truly happened in real life are more close to heart then fictional stories. back to trailer-watching before studying. as zx puts it aptly, "2 days before our lives are returned to us". NOT for long though. so strong yet so weak. so cold yet so warm. the ironies in life.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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