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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
disappointment.6:27 PM tho' it was my 2nd choice, however the gap between dat and my 1st choice is lyk huge. i'm still disappointed. tho' many commented they prefer my 2nd choice. but they are them and i am me. i just cant fall into self-delusion no matter how much i try. cant rly admit dat i will put in my ultimate best cos its rly not wad i wanted. but i will try larhhs. just try and hope i will oso enjoy it. cant stand the fact dat i suffered a double da3 ji1 being paired wif some person. maeb i will grow to lyk dat person barhhs. i cant stand it no more. and now im contemplating whether or not i want to be the sl. aft going thru so much, i tink otherwise. im stressed. and im not power hungry so i wun feel sad even if i dun become one. and tis decision is rly wad i made aft much thought. it isnt just cos of the immense stress im facing now. somemre im utterly hurt by her words. dun tink i can do it. im weak. since all test were cancelled cos of the speech day rehearsals, and only dumb ckc wanted to carry on wif our geog test, we had it today. it was alrites, tho' i rly feel dat my memory skills are detiolerating lyk shyt. i cant get anything into my f-king puny brain. swear im super pekchek. whyy is my brain capacity decreasing lyk hell. haish, dunno how im gonna continue on in life. just let me be. just jiayou for speech day on sat barhhs.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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