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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
the pain is totally not over. i dun feel any happier, neither do i feel more lighthearted.6:55 PM i screwed tis term assessment. totally screwed it all up, beyond hope. swear tis is the first tym i feel dat depressed over the exams and over the torturous period. dammit. im going through total self-denial. my life is going haywired. and its dat serious. wtf. i didnt even complete any one of the qn. swear i skipped loads of qns and parts. i tink the total marks i can get is a borderline 20/60. its dat bad. wtf. life is cruel. its a gruelling journey to bear. watched 200 pounds beauty wif xq and ying at jp aft the exams. dat show was super touching luhhs. made me cry at 4 of the scenes. adding to my serious serious flu i contracted. 200 pounds beauty is truly inspirational and enlightening. adding to the lead actress' brilliant singing. it was oso damn funny and comical. hahas. i haf long watched such a superb show. gasp. the show is about tis woman named hanna, who was super obese. however her voice is very sweet and nice dat it would captivate anyone who heard her sing. but because of her looks, she could only sing in the background while tis famous singer, ammy, would mouth the words out to fake dat she could sing. hanna stayed wif her job tho' she was bullied by ammy because she loved tis producer whom treated her very well. however one day, she overheard ammy and the producer's conversation about how they are only using henna just because of her beautiful voice and actually found her to be super revolting. thus she wanted to commit suicide but she received a phone call frm tis plastic surgeon who frequently called her for phone sex (since her voice was way different frm her looks). she immediately decided to haf a top to toe plastic surgery to make herself beautiful. and obviously it was done free of charge as she "blackmailed"(not in an evil way) the plastic surgeon. aft her surgery and tyms spent exercising in the gym, she became super chio, much chio-er than ammy (my own assumption). then because of her disappearance for 1 yr, ammy had a crisis as she could not sing, thus she became super unpopular. henna went back to the company and went for a interview to sing as ammy agn. she was super scared dat the producer would recognise her but he didnt. later on, since she got the looks and the talent, they signed a contract wif her to make her a singer. adding to dat, they thought henna was a natural beauty. and because of her new-found beauty, she had lots of advantages. however, she has tis father who seems to be suffering for alchiemer disease. ammy looked aft the father during tis period coz he wanted henna to visit him and then she could locate her and once agn be popular. but, henna, who changed her name to jenny aft her surgery, didnt want to find her father coz it could cost her her career and the producer, whom she was trying hard to be wif. the producer wanted to take advantage of jenny and kissed her and touched her boobs. but jenny recalled dat her surgeon told her dat whoever who felt her boobs would know dat it was made of silcon (ME , okae inside joke). then the producer touched her butt and kissed her but jenny was afraid the same thing would happen on her butt and her nose. (okaes i was feeling super pissed coz jenny was MINE! pervertic producer) in the end, the producer and ammy realised dat jenny was henna. the producer didnt accept the fact at first as he could not condone the fact dat his gf had plastic surgery. ammy was oso very jealous of jenny and wanted to spill the beans. because of tis whole event, jenny oso had a strained relationship wif her fren and forsook her dad. during tis part, it was totally touching and emotional. haish. finally, the producer accepted jenny(duhh she became super chio?!). jenny went to tell the world dat she was actually henna who went for plastic surgery and told everyone dat she wanted to return to being her real self. her best fren forgave her and she acknowledged her dad(who owaes goes bonkers). so henna was met wif several obstacles and dilemmas during her life but good thing she returned to herself wif an added beauty. definitely a great show. worth watching. TWO THUMBS UP((: tho' i didnt really catch the part whyy the producer turned frm a good man to a bad man and agn to a good man so adruptly. but he's still not bad looking^^ so we know how looks do affect us. haish, if the world isnt dat superficial. i cant choose between henna, jessecaliu or linda! lols. had tetenus jab just now. left arm remains numb. yet can anything really numb me frm the cruelties of life? haish. the higher the expectations, the harder you fall...
&still trying to find a happy ending
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