oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Monday, May 07, 2007
5:49 PM
okaes so one more paper to go.


dun feel dat high le since im quite sure dat im gonna fail this midyrs. seriously. okaes i better enjoy this tym in between the end of exams and the getting back of results. the tym which i can safely sae is the happiest period in tis whole process. tis whole tormenting process.


bio is quite difficult. blame my failing intuition. it cost me my 2marks luhhs. i shall nv follow my instincts anymore. relying on my knowledge repays more. dammit.


went to eat at lailai as usual wif ying, xq and liting. then went back home and slacked til now. watched tian cai chong chong chong and kang xi lai le on youtube wif fahrenheit inside. wuzun is lyk super innocent and cute larhhs. i shall lyk him even more. me and ying were lyk discussing the whole show.


then they talked about who being a virgin and stuffs. wang dong cheng and calvin chen yi ru totally admitted dat they arent. condemn! aaron yan ya lun claims he is but wuzun said he's not. hahas wuzun didnt want to tell them whether he is or not. i totally tink he is((: then they were lyk saying dat is a guy is a virgin then the girls wouldnt want to be wif him. lols i didnt noe in tw ppl were dat kai fang. to tink dat in sgp, if we knew who were not virgins anymore, we would condemn them. and even still, sgp ppl are clearly seen to be more conservative. dats good. except for some exceptions which i rather not mention.


okaes i am super guai and innocent. maeb the world is not wad i perceive it is. maeb sgp is a open society where sex is common and virgins are discriminated. maeb im just living in my own little world of self delusion. if so i'd rather coop myself in dat small little world and only allow dat one equally guai guy to come in. hahas! and we shall spend life tgt, away frm the dirty world. eww.


of coz i allow my good frens to come into my world too larhhs. unless they are not virgins. lols.


stop crapping about virgins le larhhs huipeng.


alrites. i want to party tml but dere is tis super idiotic medical checkup and tetenus jab going on for 3a and 3e at 2.50pm. sai larhhs wad bout my movie marathon? gosh im suddenly developing a huge phobia towards needles. dat long sharp thingy, terrorising! i totally wanna pon it. nan de yi chi end of exams then they force us to haf tis medical checkup for the obs coming up. wtf.


i tink i've been getting loads of 打击 recently. as wad xq said, knocks on our head one aft another. gosh is tis pathetic life even worth living?


i want my shopping. and piercings. hahas EMILY! lols.


aniwaes i totally agree wif the saying dat dere is no ugly girls on earth, only lazy and hardworking ones. not in the sense of hardworking lyk mugging or wad larhhs but hardworking to dress themselves up. lyk the dove campaign for real beauty and the 幸福双人床 aptly shows how true tis is. but obviously some ppl are naturally born wif better looks while some are just average. but if they spend tym dolling up, an average woman would look slightly chioer than a woman wif better looks but do not dress up. yeas but better dun go over and totally put on excessive make up aft reading my post. moderation my dear.


DONT EVER WEAR MAKE UP TO SCH. i will totally condemn those. hahas inclusive of a trip to the general office.


alrites everyone is beautiful okaes? hahas.


ONE more to go. yet i dun feel as free as before.


the urge to yao se zi jing or sth. if you know wad i mean. life is never sucky. it just seem to be because of these unwanted happenings.

&still trying to find a happy ending