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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Friday, May 04, 2007
flunked damn badly.10:54 PM physics is a killer. it stabbed me damn hard man. i cant withstand the pain. and my whole section c remains untouched, 20marks immediately down the drain. over 10 mcqs is i guess de, a further 10marks poofing into the air. and obviously i wun score full marks for section b rites? even so, i would only attain 30 marks, which is a failure. my goodness, come to think of it, i tink im gonna get 25/70. wtf i can go jump down the building straightaway larhhs. a huge 打击. went pizza hut wif the 3a peeps (eileen, hester, veron, kc, gerry, zhiyi, grace, ying and xq) aft the exams to eat and crap. hahas super funny shitting positions and stuffs. obscene. but i rly do haf to admit i do lots of stuffs according to mood. supposedly wanted to study bio in the frontier lib but ended up reading books coz of some influence by xq. but in the end i cant even borrow it due to outstanding fines. they wun even scan my card. just because of dat $10.20?! wdv i dun crave your stinking lib bks. so went home and did nth constructive, just surfed the net and read blogs. wanted to watch the first 2 eps of 幸福双人床 but nobody loaded it on youtube. wads the prob larhhs. and now im condemning myself for watching dat ren sheng ma xi tuan on chnl55 and ignoring 幸福双人床. freak!! double 打击 larhhs! watched 幸福双人床 again just now. super funny larhhs, wif all the quotes dat will pop up bout relationships. eg, clever man knows when to apologise, crying is a woman's lethal weapon, man should know when to buy presents to humour woman, and many equally 'inspirational' quotes. hahas. the show was super funny larhhs. every eps would at least contain a funny scene dat would make you crack up no matter wad. i totally love jesseca liu in dat show luhhs. as in really LOVE. gosh she's lyk super cute, chio and demure. the type of standard dat i hope to attain. and i doubt i would ever ascend to dat level aniwaes. so i shall just fantasize bout her in the meanwhile, as in NOT the pervertic way.. errermms.  she acts really super cute, chio and demure larhhs. im totally infatuated wif her. and she and pierre png(her husband in the show) keeps behaving totally mushy, keeps kissing and calling each other LING(zhiLING is jesseca liu's name in the show while she calls pierrepng darLING). lols but as you noe, me love mushy shows, so i love them luhhs. but more towards loving jesseca liu than pierrepng. ermms. and they keep having their own 'bedroom talks' lols. super mushy, making my hair stand on ends, which in turn is a great feeling.  okaes since pierrepng tinks dat he should protect jessecaliu since he is her laogong, he disallows her frm taking revealing commercials dat make man ogle at her. but jessecaliu loves her job, so she started using her most lethal weapon, which is her tears to change pierrepng's decision. lols haf to admit dat even if she were to do it on me, my heart would still melt, even so pierrepng larhhs. hahas. but, not everybody love jessecaliu lyk me.  ying totally loves them. lols taypinghui and huangbiren is lyk so last era larhhs. i go for younger actresses lyk jessecaliu. woots((: but nevertheless me and ying still haf loads of mo qi okaes. hahas. and im totally not a LESB, i tink. i still lyk hawt and cute angmoh guys. lols errermms. tho' jessecaliu might be a great choice instead. i cant decide. i would rather haf the best of BOTH worlds. lols. and aniwaes i tink im totally influenced by those bitchy blogs i read. including laozabor. lols im becoming even more zilian. maeb its because i dun seem to see a point in life aft those 打击s and i started developing even more self-acceptance. it might not be a bad thing. hahs.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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