oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Monday, May 14, 2007
7:11 PM
didnt blog recently coz was having some self-denial for the past few days.


busy condemning myself and stuffs.


aniwaes im over it. i shall be contented over my C5 overall grade. haish. nvms i shall mugg more the nxt tym round. really cannot study during tis exams. really cannot get anything into my head.


watched spiderman 3. oso touching and nice larhhs. but i would rather movie wif genre lyk 200 pound beauty and not those action packed movies lyk spiderman 3. though its very nice, dun get me wrong. just my preference. and i totally let out a random shout during a sudden part when mary jane(peter parker's gf) was totally attacked by the evil photographer in the taxi. and xq immediately turned to me and laughed hysterically. and he still keeps talking about it. its just random larhhs xq. who noes xq and ying were so mentally prepared lorhhs.


okaes we will be watching another movie called blades of glory on wed aft phonetics lesson. super funny and obscene. about tis 2 ice-skaters doing some figure skating in a totally obscene manner. hahas. i shall tell you all the storyline aft watching barhhs.


alrites had band exco interview last friday. super nervous luhhs. but phew got through it and passed the first rounds. and thanks for the support frm dearest michelle. haf to jiayou le. get through this probation period. since i cant make anybody proud of my academic results, i shall focus my mind on band. at least i get to make others proud of me tis way.


furthermore band is my only escape frm the dark side of reality.


band band band.


i better do to the best of my capabilities as wad i said during the interview. determination. instill discipline. yak yak yak. just make band life better and more enjoyable. dat should be enuf((:


and about the contemplation of another interview, NEVER! im alr felt super stressed during the first interview and now dere's a 2nd interview?! dats totally putting my life on parole. gosh.


but if nid be, wdv.


i will still do my best((: i hope.


take me away frm the barenaked truth of the superficial world. take me away to dat soothing wonderland.


BAND^^

&still trying to find a happy ending