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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Friday, April 20, 2007
some ppl just tink too much. just not my type luhhs.9:07 PM yarhhs felt totally stressed carrying physics t/b, bio t/b(dat chow told us to bring but didnt use at all), geog t/b and my file home. i totally wasnt trying to mugg okaes everyone, unless someone started feeling paranoid dat im starting my revisions. so kiasu ppl dat is. i cant stand it dat even a minor chi spelling test would result in a pandamonium in cls. wif everyone busy memorising and stuffs. to tink i was totally slacking dere all along. and the only tym i went up, i didnt even noe how to write 'duan3 zhan4' can? total 'si1 bai4 ze3'. but in the end my grp didnt lose lorhhs, coz of the 'hiong' zhixiang. phew or i'll condemn myself. hahas. okaes so while on the bus wif xq, ying and yanpeng, me and xq decided to do some exciting stuffs on the last day of school at the end of year6. lyk really sneaky stuffs dat make your heart pound real fast. so we planned to bring food and clothes along to sch then when the sch closes, we will hide at some part of the sch. so when the whole sch is closed, we can come out frm hiding and start partying. since we will be 18 by then, we shall smuggle some alcoholic drinks too. sounds lyk so much fun! & heck about those demerit points we will get when we get caught. rmb it will be our last day((: but till then, the journey we be damn strenous. so i shall buy some dark choocolates to boost the endorphins within me. since it was on the news a few days back, they called a few couples to conduct a test on their brain waves while they are kissing and while eating chocolates. and the test surprisingly showed dat chocolates bring about more happiness. but i dun really enjoy chocolates dat much so i'd rather haf dat passionate kiss anytym>.< went to je ljs wif ying, xq, yanpeng just now and we talked about stuffs back when we were in sec1 and 2. haish we had so much laughs, so much joy, but yet i will never experience the same exact joy and happiness i felt ever agn. tho' i have to agree 3a isnt dat low-life as i expected them to haf, except for some special nut case, i would not experience equilavent joy no more. the stress been getting into my head, im not tinking properly anymore. you tink im ignorant coz i dun care much. yeas if you ever noe the intense stress im feeling. and the only reason whyy im not doing my h/w is dat when i tink of those burden, the stress overwhelms me. i'd rather avoid than overcome. call me weak if you insist. wadever. i truly tink those ppl how does all their h/w once they get hold or it and even revise thru their h/w everyday are totally missing out on life's pleasures. couping themselves in a room the whole day and not experiencing the littlest contentment one would feel in the outside world would make even the smartest kid dull. and you better heed my advice and go out and breath the fresh air outside now. unless you dun mind being titled as a dumb low-life creature. okaes enuf of those sad stuffs, i hereby quote dat: "messy is the new beautiful!" since my hair is super messy and hell nice(at tyms), it is beautiful. so i shall vow to do sth wif the state of my hair straight aft the exams. wee~ it shall be better, i hope. aniwaes if i may ask, is studying ever fun? yea if we were doing it at our own will, that is. and studying wif friends. dats why i truly discriminate introvert dat rather self study. wad enjoyment do you get studying under such circumstances. let's engage in silent contemplation. going out to do those chem, bio and physics assg wif ying and xq tml. dats wad i call making the best out of it.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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