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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
had napfa ytd and i was super upset larhhs.9:58 PM tell you wad, i only got a silver lorhhs. coz my sit and reach got D and if i stretch 1cm further can get C de lorhhs. dunno whyys i was so inflexible then. i swear i can stretch further de lorhhs. haish so much for being dat nervous and piaing my 2.4km, and for jumping a whooping 195cm for standing broad jump. i totally created 2 new records in my lifetym but so what. still a freaking silver. i was lyk so sad lorhhs then i cried and all the band ppl all consoled me. yeah thanks for consoling me aniwaes. but still im so depressed. even when i told my parents bout it i just cried agn. my mum said its no wonder im so sad coz i had owaes had a gold and tis is my first silver larhhs. okaes i noe others tink its lyk no big deal, its just napfa test. but i swear i would not be dat upset for exams lorhhs. coz i noe i dun work hard in my studies but i totally pia-ed my way through in napfa lorhhs. and tis is my returns. haish. better train harder. shows how weak i am. aniwaes aft dat me and my parents went to my aunts house. i totally had a new insight to my oh-so-boring life. hahas. my 11+ yr old cous was lyk telling me bout her crush(who is a malay) and stuffs. and its lyk the whole cls is as haywired as her lorhhs. the fact is dat little children are talking about love. doubt they even noe the true definition can. i doubt i, being much more mature, can tell you wad love mean aniwaes. and my cous was lyk telling me who lyks her and stuffs. hahas okaes i noe little kids love telling others who lyks them. reminds me of myself at some point of tym. so she started showing me her crush's webpage and he was lyk super fugly and bigheaded. throughout his web, he was lyk implying he's a babe magnet or sth lorhhs. and dere were many of his zilian pic, himself wearing a sunglasses and acting cool, but to no avail. kids these daes. and my cous oso showed me the emails he sent to her regarding how much he misses her and telling her dat he broke his leg and wun be coming to sch but he misses my cous and stuffs. gosh i totally felt lyk going up to him, slap him and tell him to wake up his ideas luhh. and when my cous asked me whether i had any crush, i immediately said no larhhs. but i tot for a while and recalled when i was in pri2, me and my best friend lyked this same guy and we wrote a letter to him faking dat it was a letter frm his fairy godmother. we enclosed $1 in the letter and wrote dat 2 girls will be waiting by the canteen wall and if he saw us he will choose one of us and gif dat 'lucky' girl $1. lols according to my recollection, he didnt gif us, but neither did he return the $1. lols! okaes dere were many other instances but i totally tink dat those instances were childish. just lyk my little cous. so i still insisted no. hahas. i have been over dat phase of life. i tink. okaes but of coz if any shuai guys offer themselves, i haf no reason to reject rites?? though i wun behave lyk some over-despo sluts. love, tis vague thing, but in evryone's life.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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