oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Tuesday, April 10, 2007
10:28 PM
2.4km run was today and i felt damn freakin stress. lyk even more stressed than taking exams. yea evryone should noe since i touch them wif my ultra cold fingers. totally broke out in cold sweat. but i am contented wif my timing. when i was running i totally wanted to stop larhhs, tink coz no more morning run le then lose the perseverance. and i expected myself to be 14plus since i kept running slower and slower. but phew, i managed to run continuously and ran my fastest of all tym 13.29. faster than my previous timing of 13.36 during pe lessons. but many girls suddenly run very fast larhhs so nth to be proud bout. shocked.


yeah actually i lyk drama lessons. just dat the teacher, mr sazali is lyk boring and i usually dun rly understand wad he's talking. ying, emily, ariel and me are in one grp then we had to re-enact the scene of the 14yrold girl commiting suicide coz she failed her eng test by one mark. lols we totally didnt do any preparations during the 15mins he gave us. we talked throughtout, bout zg being obscene and bout christian names. im stunned at whyy i totally told ying, emily and ariel my christian name. lols i nv even told any sec sch frens before, not even shashas or trumpets. hahas. but those same pri sch de should noe larhhs.


had band just now til 6plus. was bout to freeze in the band rm. was raining outside then the aircon suddenly so strong. i tink lyk 15degrees lorhhs. whyy does the aircon break down only on hot and humid days and work so freakin well on such cold weather. mood swing larhhs.


aniwaes ms chan told us to be prepared for the worst. yeahh lyk how she tinks wif our standard now we can only get silver. actually i oso agree larhhs. rgs and yuhua got gold lehhs. st patricks is the only sch i noe who got goldwifhonours. wahhs stressed. but if we play wif one heart i guarantee we will get gold de larhhs. though dere is no room for comparison, it is all up to us le. though if we put in all our efforts and we still did not get up to expectations, at least we tried rites. haish.


countdown: 2 days. having cold feet.

&still trying to find a happy ending