oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Wednesday, March 07, 2007
7:37 PM
3 absolute zero! cool((:


but it seems dat some ppl dun really lyk it. hmms. at least all of us tink dat it is better than atomic apples, i tink.


green colour cls tee! woo. i dunwan white coz 2i oso white, i oso dunwan black coz 6-6 got black. but still some ppl dunlyk. its hard to please everyone.


back to mon. the xcountry was alrites, though the weather was extremely hot. psssssss. yeas i didnt fare below my own expectations, never did i stop too. then at the last 300m along dat long stretch to the finishing line, i heard the unicorns cheeering for me as a minotaur overtook me, so i sprinted wif all my might and overtook her. upon seeing me, she oso sprinted, but my sprinting was faster((: no offense to her. it seems lyk im pitting against her. yeas but it all boils down to our own mentality, as so sx claims. dere's a prob wif her mentality dat restricts her frm sprinting. hmms. and i didnt get to claim my milo! grrr. and unicorn won agn! and so minotaur tot they would win. hahs! uni uni, the best the best=D


aniwaes i dun get physics lehhs. soon i will get to be llm's good fren wif all the see me i get on my assg. somemore i get to see her in cid lessons.


talking bout dat, me and sx went to je lib today to do our warning alarm matrix and write up. then while i was writing the write up and sx was doing the matrix, some person stood beside me for dunno wad apparent reason. then i tot it was one of my pri6 frens frm other schs who recognised me and wanted to talk to me, so i looked up and saw this guy i didnt noe at all. then dat guy asked whether i can gif him my handphone number and i stunned.(btw i noticed his looks luhh! hahas reasonable. somemore got earhole wif a earstud bigger than mine) hahas, so obviously i did not reply him and kept looking at sx, wanting her to help me or sth, but she just looked at me and continued writing her matrix. lols then he ask agn whether i can gif him or not,so i laughed and shook my head. omigosh then i felt so paisehh and asked sx whyy she didnt help me. lols she said she oso dunno how to help me. ermms when i told her its the first tym someone asked for my number, she said many ppl ask her before! lols i noe you very attractive larhhs. okaes but sx saes at least dat guy was clearly older than me while some guys dat asked sx for her number are younger than her. enuf said.


or so i tot i was unappealing. and i still tink i am.


truthfully speaking, if i haf a bad hair day, i will tink im totally ugly and unattractive, to the point dat i condemn my looks. wonder if anyone is so emo in tis aspect lyk me. but on the contrary, if i have a good hair day, i love myself((: lols but so it depends. thus tis clearly shows how self-love can affect you, as how it affects me.


so can all put your hands together and pray dat i will haf good hair days throughout my life^^ i noe you dun wan me to have self-discrimination.


aniwaes enuf bout dat. march holidays are arriving and i can get to watch hana kimi on either youtube or buy the dvd. but sx advises me to watch on youtube as it is more economical and oso quite clear. but if any of you haf hana kimi dvd or vcd, can lend me? lols cheapskate.


ohh and chow claims on ivle dat 'Hui Peng is a quiet and soft-spoken pupil in class. She needs to speak up more and confidently in class discussions and presentations. On the whole she has done well in the subject. She is more than ready to work towards distinction grades if she can focus more of her attention in turning in greater quality work.' sucks luhh, coz he saw me handing in late work to his pigeon hole just as he came out of the staff rm and he said i was sneaking in the staff rm. thus to him, dat is NOT quality work.


ohh well at least i got a 69.4444444444444 which is b3 for bio which is 0.5555555555556 away frm a a2! wahhlaos. 10th position, same lyk chinese.


trust them not to round up to the nearest whole number. sheesh.


okaes hope the new term would bode well academically and emotionally. cheers to all((:

&still trying to find a happy ending