oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Wednesday, October 04, 2006
5:53 PM
dere's sth wrong. my previous post not posted. ermms wdv.

aniwaes, hist went quite well on monday. wahhlao but i no mood le. i TOTALLY flunked my science ytd and maths today larhhs. waddehell larhhs. curses and curses. freak shyt @#%$ dammit larhhs!!! omigosh i totally am very disturbed and demoralised now. i haf a vision dat i will jump down the highest storey of sch on the day our results come back. i haf a gut feeling rach will score better than me. i mean frankly speaking. dats how bad i scored. to johnneh and ying2, i totally didnt do more qns than u all so be happy, im the one dat really haf to cry. although i really really feel lyk crying, i wun. haish i'll be strong.

just pray dat my languages can pull me up. i really nid tis chance le.

dear Lord God. i noe i did wrong. pls haf mercy on me and wash away my sins. i really really noe le. haish God i should haf just trusted you. i lack faith in you, i really do :'(

buaix all i no mood le to continue le. byebye my beloved triple science.

&still trying to find a happy ending