oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.



Thursday, September 28, 2006
8:33 PM
suffered nagging frm rach to blog. fine im blogging.

haish im seriously stressed. i come to sch sleepy every morning and i see a whole bunch of muggers mugging. wadde i feel damn pressured. and their reason was coz the morning brain most efficient in learning. ya rites. still i take tis as a kind of force to push me on. so dat i wun lose out too. the final lap is left for me to sprint. cant afford to slack and lag behind. but i seriously forget alot of chem (mostly) physics and math le. haish great thing deres chernyi. only he cares to help me. lols thanks a million^^ cant forget xq too. he oso help to explain the things a dun understand. love you too((: tml morning still nid go ask chernyi le. pressurised mans. must proceed on le or no tym le. the day our streaming is over is the day my new slacking life begins. now i will have to learn frm the mugger lot le. mug mug and still mug. haish.

tell you a secret. the sec 4s are lyk slacking for their Os larhhs. at least for my bro's cls. hahas. i cant believe im mugging dat much for streaming and he's slacking dat much for Os. aniwaes he despise muggers and he claims i am. yupps as compared to him. i agree. but compare it to our cls and spot the difference. no wonder they despise the IP lot. i finally understand. if i were them, i will too.

and whyy must you appear out of nowhere? when i haf long forgotten bout you and long tot u just took me for any other girl. and dere you sae u still miss the tyms we had tgt. pls dun gimme anymore of tis mental stress le. im scared i cant take it. im scared i cant handle it on my own. i scared you would just leave me behind again. im scared i'll regret it. im scared..

ask me who i'd rather, and i'll slap you. i dun noe so dun ask me! i cant afford another breakdown. one more and i'll suffer frm depression. trust me.

yupps so now i shall sae dat she lyks her so much dat i tink it will affect our friendship. so i noe the rest are not oblivious to this. glad.

after exams i'll stay out till 10pm and come home at 11pm. trust me. i love the taste of freedom. but i love good grades more. gimme dat anytym((:

i nid wisdom frm my Father above.

to all, jiayous le. i set a bad example in slacking. bleahs. follow chernyi kaes? he rawks((:

&still trying to find a happy ending