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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Sometimes the dark is not worth risking.
her  huipeng. aprilfourth. working on ridding herself of hedonistic thoughts because she only wants to live in God's word. sustaining on His love. speak
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
my life as it is.9:17 PM kaes im happy again. smiles((: haish. i really dunno wad he is thinking. he cant get over her yt he seems so close to me. im confused too. if you ask me whether im infatuated or in love i oso cant tell. so i cant solely blame him. yupps after the exams we will make things clear between us once and for all. if he just takes me for a subtitude, i rather just be his close fren and nth else. but i sincerely dun fathom wdv he saes or do. it means one thing yt seems lyk sth else. kaes lets talk bout this nxt tym. after the exams, when you are free, lyk owaes. shatter. rites aniwaes i dun lyk siao ginnas lehhs. sounds crude. lets make it... SHASHAS! shashasha... we will be known as the 8shashas. hahas dumb. aniwaes beats siao ginnas anitym. btw how bout christmas at my house this yr? then you all can stay overnite not? up to you all barhhs. just wanna spend more tym tgt since i found out tym is getting shorter. maeb nxt tym when we walk past one another, we wouldnt even sae hello, wad more talk. cherish, dats the word. btw did i sae i lyk otahh? i bought a spongebob squarepants towel lehhs. dun nid jealous de. nxt tym you all nid to use at chalet or wad i can lend! spongebob rawks horhhs! i want go shopping tml but my mum surely wun gimme money to buy things de. i owaes go shopping. as wad xueqiang said, spend money lyk water. aniwaes water is very precious de worhhs, cannot anihow waste. worst come to worst, i dig into my own pockets. haish poor me. rach sponser!!! after exams will be heaven. i can change into my w810i, can make contacts, got cls, section and band chalet, got holiday wif family, haf a heart to heart talk wif him, can go shopping and my mum wun complain. woots but i just feel i little empty. dere's nobody to fill my inner void. ohh Lord God heavenly father, i praise thee and thank thee for all dat you haf helped me thru, holding my hands and leading me thruout life's journey. i thank thee dat you kept my family and frens save thru these daes, providing a shelter over their heads, clothes to wear and food to eat. sorry dear Lord for the tyms dat the devil led me astray. but oh Lord you nv fail to bring me back frm the devil's lair. sorry for the tyms i foolishly ignored your words and tot i was in charge. i noe im your child, God, and i noe you are merciful. wadeva i do wrong, you will owaes be dere to guide me, never reprimanding me. Father, i noe i defied your words and made the ones around me sad. i truly am sorry. Lord, provide me wif your wisdom, dat your words will light my path all the way. dat i will be understanding and loving. Lord, let the holy spirit live within me, dat i can be able to live wif the fruits of the spirit in my life. i am a sinner, we all are, and being a christian does not mean im holy nor perfect, i am still human, just lyk any other non-believer, but oh Lord, because im a christian thus you are willing to forgive me, pardon me. i pray and thank thee in Jesus name we pray, Amen.
&still trying to find a happy ending
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